Just As I Thought;

valentine's a bitch.

2012-02-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

valentine's day wasn't that bad in the school, number of getting roses/cards/chocolates are getting lesser every year. HAHA

after come back from the school, there was no one at home so we decided to party like nobody else through Skype. HAHA stupid.

i miss them so much, bet they were having the hell fun with themselves. #foreveralone people say it sucks but no. it's just an ordinary day for singles. :)

why are the singles have to be so sad? don't be. God is planning for someone who suits you, the others just got their partners earlier than you.

i should have planned a single party last night, oh well just wait until next year! *hopefully most of them are still single...*

reality is really sad, to be honest. i was happy to receive chocolates and cards. they actually noted 'do not take a picture of it and post it in my blog!' ; sure is someone i know. ._. but thanks, guys! really appreciate! :)

no time to celebrate, had to do a lot of revisions and chased after those dramas and etc. enjoy your life to the fullest, so true.

school day was pretty dull today, not enough fun. church camp is coming soon! #excited

hopefully many people are going, it's gonna be as fun as last year! more people, more merrier! ;)

besides that, i'm really really really really excited about ABDC Season 7. i think it's next month? #pray

bye.

the awesome moment when you are able to earn some money for yourself to buy whatever you want. (y)

best feeling ever and i'm still doing it. soon, gonna be a billionaire. joke! x

don't you hate Monday?

2012-02-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

bought a lot of movies, can't wait to rape them every weekend. to be honest, i really have to rest almost every weekend excluding exams.

school was duh fucking awesome when there were no dramas like last year, i can focus very well. all i want to say is, fuck you. :$

i feel sad for you, trying to be so friendly with that guy who has been with his girl friend for like 2~3 years? he's a good friend of mine, don't spoil his relationship unless he wants to be an asshole.

you couldn't get enough from your ex-school last year? -__- i'm not being 'kepo', i'm just being kind to remind you not to.

after school, we did two practicals! year 11B, for the 'B'est ;) i was hoping to have practical on any Friday! since we're having extra class this coming Friday.

year 9 and 10 are too unlucky to get involved in marching and dancing for National Day! HEHE.

we haven't get involved in anything besides marching, that was like when we were year 9. what an easy task but the practices suck! boring as hell!

it's Valentine's Day tomorrow! exciting or not?! too bad, it's just another Tuesday to an awesome like me.

i would like to call it 'Happy S.A.D; Single Appreciation Day!' BAHAHAHA!

i feel like ordering double Tuesday after school, let all the singles celebrate together! HAHA

p/s RIP Whitney Houston, i used to listen to her songs when i was young like primary four? yes, she passed away yesterday.

and today another Taiwanese female pop star passed away because of cancer, i don't really know her but her voice was really amazing when they broadcast-ed all her songs.

who's going to be the next? HAHA kidding bro!

'go for the sun, stay for the heat.'- Step Up 4.

another weekend.

2012-02-11T07:23:00.032+08:00

english was unexpectedly fun! we didn't do any work, we did some orals trending! pretty awesome! it's like... someone had to start the first sentence of a story! any kind of story!

then we had to think of a next sentence right after and another, no time to waste! but it was so freaking stupid!

most of the lines made no sense at all! & there was a trend like this...

"he went to join a singing competition." "he didn't make it." "so he decided to join basketball club." "the he sprained his leg." "so he decided to join chess club." "then he sprained his arm." so sad! HAHAHAHA!

CCA was boring as usual; totally and definitely!

no lesson in the last period! teacher was talking about future career! ;) hehe aw, my interest went from hello to zero because it's all about doctors and stuff. :\

there were some more like learning technologies in Aussie! i have 30% of interest, i guess? :P

too much to do! need to chill by watching some movies! :)

tomorrow is SUNDAY! yes! beach, guys! x

have a safe flight to KL. (: hope you get what you want for future; colleges and stuff! x

bye.

stress level is going up.

2012-02-09T15:15:00.001+08:00

2011 form five batch finally got their results, everyone had good/average results. i feel so happy for them.

all the hard work paid off. teachers told us that we have to do better than them because we used three years to complete everything and they only used two.

everytime they mention about results, stress would just go up by itself. very annoying... and i would tell myself that i can do better.

really have to work hard to get results like that! no procrastination! homework+ paying attention in the class!

hopefully things can go the way they are. :)

school was absolutely great, stress is everywhere in the class. it's almost Valentine! i only feel the stress but not the love in the air. #FML

extra class starts tomorrow, i feel so sad. some even have tuition after the extra class. HAHA me too. -.-

other than that, nothing else to say. yes, let's run together for this final lap to the finishing ling! GO!

p/s someone got straight B's! i'm so proud and happy for you. :') Miss Tay was really happy for you in the school just now. HAHA

bye.

too much stupid stuffs happened in the school today. guess that's how year 11B rock and roll!

last night was awesome.

2012-02-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

visited open houses the whole day, many of them were so last minute.

since i had time in between then i watched 'We Bought A Zoo'.

it's a nice movie! i will rate 7/10 for this movie.

this movie will teach you a lesson after you watch. 'love both humans and animals.' :)

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name of their zoo, the name is pretty awesome huh?

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around 7+, big open house yo! SAKIKONG FOR STRAIGHT THREE HOURS. no lose, only win. :B

"put big, gain big." that's what the banker said. if lose? HAHA you know. ;)

it's a public holiday tomorrow! yayyy!

bye.

hit the lights, lose control tonight~

2012-02-04T21:18:00.001+08:00

first co-curriculum activity; BASKETBALL CLUB FOR THE WHOLE YEAR 11B! HAHA i don't know, should we be happy or not? because other classes were having boring clubs. hehe

I really had a great 20 minutes of lunch time with Nat after school. we didn't talk a lot, she talked a lot. HAHA hope she's not reading this.

after that, she went for art class... then i went for biology practical and missed badminton tryouts. damn, i'm such a good boy.

i will just focus on sports days; field and track events. but not on annual cross country in the mountain. one head- one point ONLY.

it's almost the end of Chinese new year. time really flies, i wonder why. note to myself; not to gamble too much.

i still want more Chinese new year, less homework but more mini tests in the school. what the hell is this?

couples are excited for Valentines! i'm still single, what the fuck? #foreveralone WAIT WAIT WAIT, am i
really single? too complicated.

this love life is so fucked up. i want my normal kids life back! :\

like what i said in previous post; single is the best in this selfish world.

during practical, Elvern suddenly asked us this; if the world is so unfair for everyone, does it make it fair?

cause it's unfair for everyone so it's still counted as fair right? make sense. (y)

let's talk about lomography! Brunei isn't so famous with all these, what man?! :<

it's Diana F+, Zebra Limited Edition. RM350+, it's very cheap! i'm going to ask cousin to buy for me in KL.

Fish Eyed 3.0; Python Edition! the skin is so sexy!

sorry, i'm an amateur photographer not lomographer.

bye, thanks Mandy for the invite! :) x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSELEEN GOH! <3 7 years old already! lots of loves from your brother. xoxo

you will see this post next next time, i guess? ;)

month of the love.

2012-02-02T16:51:00.027+08:00

hello February, please be nice to me. i just can't feel the love in the air.

that reminds me of a song 'We Found Love' by Rihanna. nice song! (y)

guess what? i'm still in Chinese new year mood! i bet many out there are too! more than i half, i guess.

more visits mean more red packets. who doesn't like it? ;)

so many things are going to happen on Saturday's afternoon, sigh. why?! why?!

biology practical, badminton try-outs, open house, meeting &etc. don't know what to do first and last.

i'm going to start tuition here and there, like what i said in earlier post, busy year; just this year. (A)

yeah man, O' level. it reminds me of the results which are coming out soon, i think it's this Saturday?

something really chilled my day, literally; 7up + peppermint syrup + aloe Vera(optional) + few ice cubes = (Y)!!!

TRY TO MAKE THIS FOR YOURSELF ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE HAVING HARD TIME STUDYING.

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'single is the best for this selfish world.' makes sense? definitely and absolutely. :)

i'm so sleepy, it's two am right now. yes, sleepless night; insomnia!

tuition is fun, can you sense my sarcasm? ;)

bye.

alyssa shouse, my crush. :*

2012-01-30T16:54:00.003+08:00

the more ups, the more downs. that's what i get these days.

well, school life is much better right now after 'they' graduated last year.

everyday is quite a productive day, at least stuffs keep me busy but sometimes i do get bored.

when i'm bored, i eat. don't you do that too, guys? ;) foods will never leave you sad, never ever.

practical was quite... yeah. we used the new practical book, I'M SO SAKAI! HAHA

my aunt sent red packets to Brunei although we didn't go there to visit her. guess where was it from!? KK! i miss her! :')

the last time i saw her was... OH, when i was studying primary four or five. how many years already? more than five years. hopefully i could get a chance to visit KK around June. *pray

tomorrow is the last day to submit the June O'level application form, there were some of them who went to see the teacher in charge to get the form in last minute. tsk

i'm not taking any of the subjects, it's kind of useless like what other teachers said. except for languages but i don't want to waste parents' money! i know i'm such a good child. ;)

OH, let's talk about my crush. :*

THAT'S HER. Alyssa Mary Shouse. check her out in youtube! all her covers are absolutely nice! <3 lovin' her and her voice. xo

she cut and highlight her hair with brown, blonde and red. <3

her highlight is way way way better than anyone else out there.

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before she cuts her hair. :3

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her singing voices keep me alive almost everyday, when i feel down. i could go emo in one minute, happy in another minute. WHAT? that's weird because weird is normal.

bye.

too many homework, too little time.

2012-01-27T18:45:00.003+08:00

too many homework, just fuck my life. although it's only two subjects. account is the worst. sigh

i drank this after finishing up my physics homework. hehe. lack of vitamin, lack of sleep and i need this drink.

barely sweet, lovin' it.

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school was pretty fine yesterday, many still haven't come to school yet teacher still wanted to teach us.

teacher- take out your books and start doing your work.
student- teacher! it's Chinese new year! free period, okay? we need more holidays.
teacher- *silent* *ignoring the student*
student- TEACHER, CAN YOU IMAGINE DURING DEEPAVALI!!! you also need holidays right?
class- *keep laughing like shit*

the student was too racist in a joking way by the way, even teacher laughed.

all the girls in the morning session are going to take vaccination to prevent cervix cancer... meaning, we the boys can skip at least one or two periods! hopefully.

sports house meeting, tomorrow! wondering who's gonna be the house captains! because of this session, we will get to skip another lesson. yesss!

innocent guy falls for a sweet girl, sweet girl falls for a jerk, jerk falls for a bitch, bitch falls for a rich man.

FINALLY, rich man goes with the bitch, jerk goes with the sweet girl. END UP, innocent guy becomes FOREVER ALONE.

all i have to say is, fuck you two. the jerk and the sweet girl, that's also part of a school life. :)

bye.

OH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY LOA! :) fourteen already! stay pretty and cute! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINA LIM JIA WEI. my ex-c. HAHA believe it or not. have a blast with your special someone out there! ;)

Chinese new year mood.

2012-01-24T16:17:00.001+08:00

ops! just came back from mee-wee! after my uncle came to Brunei on 21/1 then we went to mee-wee the next day.

22/1; Chinese new year eve.
we went down around 7am in the morning, pretty hot. we went to have breakfast in Ho Chiak Restaurant. no customer was there. new year eve, everyone's staying at home with their family, most of them went overseas.

around 9+, we reached mee-wee. so quiet, you know? because this year, many people went back to hometown like KL or Kuching and etc.

straight to grandma's old house to visit her. i miss her! we had an early new year eve dinner, i couldn't eat too much because this is the first round.

after that, we had second round at another aunt's house, all foods taste pretty good. steamboat! <3

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after that, some of us went to chill at Starbucks. all shopping complex closed around 9pm. so early. -.-

around 11:30+, we went back home and wait for fireworks! everyone was so so excited, my aunt's neighbour was a bit crazy. i guess? 10 big box of fireworks, waiting to be shoot up when twelve strikes.

TADA! i didn't take much, i was sleepy while replying new year texts one by one. #fml

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first day of CHINESE NEW YEAR! -not-so-excited-but-fun-

okay, i haven't touched any poker cards. i'm a good boy, i know. ;) ;)

oh well, visiting relatives'/friends' houses. that's all. since we had some free time, we went to Parkson.

the rest went for shopping for stuff while i was shopping for books. #bookwormforever

I FOUND THIS TWO BOOKS! OMG. there are three books, no stock for other one.

saving money to buy, all books came from my money. never ever use parents' money!

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second day, sending my cousins back to Kuching soon! :( gonna miss them a lot.

THEM!

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do they look alike? (; HAHA. left one, pretty cousin! hehe.

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after lunch, we headed back to Brunei to send my uncle back to Labuan. :( sigh

gonna cook for myself when mum's not around till Thursday. good boy forever yo!

i forgot to edit the photos, oh well... all of them are nice without any edits. hehe.

once again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! :D year of dragon, don't play play. xo

CNY shopping.

2012-01-19T09:02:00.008+08:00

school was fine, really fine. hehe another day without practical, god bless me.

practically, emotionally and physically broke down the whole day. why? some stupid reasons, don't wanna talk about it.

early in the morning, we did some experiments during chemistry lesson. the whole lab totally smelled like shit because of hydrogen peroxide then suddenly egg smell conquered the lab because of some other stupid solutions but i didn't do that experiment, not enough time.

many of them were so fucked up and ran out to get some fresh air. HAHA me too. no appetite to eat during recess. #fml

accounts! o m g ! accounts! i wanna die! come and kill me please. sigh too many exercise in weekend. i bet many of them just leave it until Chinese new year ends. HAHA

afternoon, of course i did my homework so that i don't have do them tomorrow although it's Friday. i wanna chill and shop with family. forced to, you know. Chinese new year shopping non-stop.

went to Q-lap Hua Ho to buy Chinese new year decorations. i went up to buy a Tee, hopefully i could get a new pants but nah. i saw many familiar faces. #awkward

I've not seen this brand for a year or more... i love this brand. :)

besides decorations, they even bought firecrackers. oh please... air pollution. i'm really scared of this shit.

don't mind me, i just care for the environment too much. it's a good thing, alright?

ALL I WANT IS FOOD DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR, THAT'S THE BEST THING EVER. xo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH! you know who you are. HAHA *it's a guy by the way* he will never notice this wish. ;)

silent night, sleeping early.

oh yeah, watch this magic!

awesome 11B-some!

2012-01-18T14:49:00.001+08:00

not so many productive stuff going on these days. hehe sorry! homework bah, homework! HAHA

moody morning. whole secondary went to church to attend mid-week service. it wasn't that bad... year 11 went there, the last one.

someone said 'the best part is always left for the last' before leaving the school but no, we ended up sitting at the very-awkward-seats.

same and awesome preacher! he talked about 5Cs' in life; cash, condominium, car, children and credit cards. but there are another Cs' in life. i forgot what was it. wasn't paying so much attention.

we almost missed two lessons, after we came back from church, we rushed to the court to have PE. teacher wasn't there, so we just played anyhow we wanted. HAHA this was hell fun.

after that, physics. i wanna cry :( then during MIB, some people didn't bring their textbooks ended up singing songs in front of everyone as a punishment!

one of them actually sang the SCHOOL SONG! smart also! HAHA we enjoyed their singing a lot, then we wasted ten minutes for that. only left twenty minutes of teaching MIB. good! (A) her teaching skill wasn't that bad, to be honest.

after that, ICE AND WATER ON THE FIELD DURING 'CHARACTER VALUE' period! HAHA how i wish there were double periods every Wednesday! HAHA @#$%^&*) as fun as hell.

the girls in our class can actually run so well. Y U ALL NO JOIN SPORTS DAY?! :S girls iced the boys and boys watered the boys to save them! HAHA stupid. the boys almost lost, you know?! sigh

we only can do that every Wednesday cause we wear sports attire. :( oh well, we won't miss next week either! lucky thing was, CNY holidays only on next Monday and Tuesday.

tomorrow is my half brother's birthday! woots! he's so dead tomorrow! ;-) boys in the class know what to do, tomorrow.

CHEER UP, ALYSSA! lots of love from Brunei. :) life=move on.

that's all. high school, just chill the bitches out.

hey you, where are you?! :(

Friday the 13th.

2012-01-14T15:03:00.025+08:00

out for breakfast in the morning. wait, it's brunch. then shopping with sports attire. so awkward in the shopping center.

everywhere is playing Chinese new year songs! yeah man! that's the spirit! HAHA also, Chinese new year big sale-bration! discounts are everywhere right now. -wink-

after that, went to the school to play badminton since they called up. no girls came and teacher can't blame us because we called them to come but no one came. whose fault now?

it was pretty fun. around 4+, some people from school team came to practice. three courts, we used only one court, so sad! :(

it's getting bored if you keep playing, i wanted to go to swim at pusat belia but it's closed! sigh

hopefully we could go there next week! tiredd! :(

not enough energy to do this tons of homework because of 'energy saving mode'. hehe

COUSINS ARE BUYING BOOKS FOR ME AS PRESENTS! OMG! <3 i will thank her very much when she comes back during Chinese new year! HEHE

other than that, i can't wait to meet my overseas friends! really really can't wait.

that's all! (; trying to keep it long but it's so hard. too many fun stuff to blog but i don't have so much time. hehe

ox

p/s DURIANS ARE EVERYWHERE DURING THIS SEASON AND I DON'T KNOW WHY! RM 1 for ONE durian at Malaysia. worth it, bro! ;)

red riding hood.

2012-01-12T13:40:00.029+08:00

teacher's joke! ;'oh! the boy red shirt, RED RIDING HOOD!' it's kind of lame, right? ;)

-breathe in-breathe out- so many things happened in the school, ups and downs. that's school life, i guess.

no practical since yesterday! w00 i love yesterday and today. the other three days of the week, practicals

this BGIC X organised by ISB. i checked the topics, not easy yo. everything is related to the world problems. people who watch/read news should know all this.

so many people have joined, the rest have to wait till upper six. it's gonna last for four days, really long. :x

hopefully i could get a chance to join. if not, no big deal. :))

next next week is Chinese New Year. everyone's so excited, all the Chinese new year songs are playing everywhere. a-w-e-s-o-m-e.

Cecelia Ahern, i've been reading your books over and over again. it's really really nice <3 really can't wait to get a full collection of your books! wishlist! *wink

i know, it's such a short post. at least i posted something nice and interesting. HAHA kidding.

no inspiration to write so much these days. sorry, guys! :(

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art of illuminati? HAHA

2012-01-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

stupid Illuminati thing we did yesterday during physics practical; first shift. HAHA

so many stupid and bull-shit moments in the lab. whenever i thought of it, i would laugh my ass off.

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getting tired and tired in the school everyday! :( parents haven't buy me any hot chocolate powders for me!

i drink that almost everyday. cappuccino replaces hot chocolate? this is not joke, i don't want. -stubborn-

if you buy one big tin from Supa Save, i will love your forever, seriously.

everyday is fun in the school although it's so tired, i always try to keep myself up in the class. -good boy- HAHA

i have nothing to say, really. my life? my love? aw, keep them for next time. i just live and love life. that's all.

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SIMON WEBBE is awesome!

2012-01-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

an unproductive day! what is this?! oh well, Sunday ma. SLEEP LIKE A BOSS.

i did some addmaths questions, i got some correct. i was happy but not so satisfied at all. sigh

but hey! i'm trying my best without going for tuition for now. i will go, soon. yes, soon.

it's 'Lay Your Hands' by Simon Webbe, another singer who describes my life and everything. :)

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And i'm too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can't do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
'Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me..

'Til I'm healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone...
Oh, gone...

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Come and lay your hands on me.

another school day! wee. sense sarcasm? :-)

one week has gone, time sure flies.

2012-01-07T22:21:00.001+08:00

WEEKEND. YES. finally! first weekend of 2012.

it has been a week since the day school reopens, time really flies.

only you delay times, time doesn't delay you. - Tom Franklin <-- there was a poster in my class, so yeah. HAHA

nothing much has been progressing, most of the teachers have started their lessons. all were okay, some too serious, some too boring. hehe

it's just first week, warming up. sigh it's getting warmer and warmer, some noticed it.

now all i have to do is to look for tuition for certain subjects. stress! stress! stress! !@#$%^ some even started going to tuition, Y U MORE STRESS THAN ME?!

on the other side, i can't wait for Chinese new year! it's on 23/1! two more weeks, guys!

everywhere is playing Chinese new year songs, soon getting the mood into it. aren't you too?

money money money in in in! HAHA that's how Chinese rock and roll! i can't wait for my cousins to come for sleepovers and dinners!

there's a consumer fair going on in the ICC. tomorrow is the last day! supposed to go just now but parents went out for shopping. what is this?

so they decided to bring us tomorrow, so yeah! #notsohappy

some nice songs to intro you guys! :-)

Simon Webbe - 'After All This Time' and 'Lay Your Hands'

and all the songs sing by JLS. cool band, my favourite group after BTR. i love their songs too!

love you, Alyssa Shouse! xo

tired& flu

2012-01-05T11:16:00.021+08:00

how to start this? um, it wasn't so hot in the morning. cool and calm.

early morning, we have to smell so many chemical substances, not healthy. (n)

the rest of the period weren't that bad, just having flu the whole morning. sigh

we have so much stupid conversations between the guys. i only remember this.

Me- !@#$%^ this is bullshit!
Yen- what?
Paulson- no bullshit, only cowdunk!
Yen- yeah man!
Me- -.-

Yen- what if you always the one who start the conversation? is she worth it? ANSWER YES OR NO.

this is so hard to answer, so i put yes. HAHA if you were me, what would you answer?

family is going to Miri tomorrow while i'm going out with others to chill like a boss! ;D

it's FRIDAY tomorrow. oh gosh, finally. long sleep!

that's all i guess! oh, practical is starting next week. that's fast, real fast. i like it because i don't have to take a nap when i have nothing else to do at home besides tuition and homework.

i don't want to waste a single day in my senior year. i want many things to happen and stuff you know... everything will become 'memories' soon.

ten more months or less. yes, it's so little okay? sigh well, it's better not to count down the days to exam...

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first day of senior year was...

2012-01-03T20:13:00.005+08:00

it wasn't that bad because we knew each other since then unlike the other classes with new students. i was hoping for new students to come.

i think i was the last one who came to the class. HAHA early also, the people. first day ma, i know right.

no one seemed to be stressed in the class you know? also i can't believe i'm a senior and i still remember the day when i stepped into SAS's main door. :\

since it's the first day, no lesson the whole day. some subjects teachers changed/swapped. and we were put in a bigger class compared to last year. hehe #blessed

as usual, voting for monitor and monitress and other class stuff. tiring, not bad. i was nominated. HAHA

in the end, it went to Elvern Chong and Joyce Siong. Congrats, guys! hopefully the whole class will co-operate with you guys throughout the year!

my sister is a monitress?! are you kiddin' me?! oh well, good luck to her. HAHAHAHA

we so so going to start lesson tomorrow. serious time has finally come! fuck this shit -.-

next week, practicals and classes for us. what is this?! feel like dying now.

i was sleepy but i didn't sleep. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN SOMETIMES.

thing is, just enjoy the year. when it comes to study, study. when it comes to play, play. LIFE, bro.

at least, i survived the first day of school!

P/s XIN TONG. ZHENG DE HEN XIN TONG. fml

she followed me back! xo

2012-01-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

this is part of my 2012 wish list. i guess i'm one of the luckiest boy in the world wide.

it's also part of my birthday wish list too. HEHE. you guys should check out her youtube channel. :)

her voice is the reason why i'm so ready for school tomorrow. :$

she followed me at 2:05pm this afternoon, i was like ; REALLY?! SERIOUSLY?!

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because of this, i have a good start for school tomorrow. jelly, bro? ;)

oh well, have a good start tomorrow morning, guys!

i'm sleeping early every night from today onward. study hard and get good grades. enough said. :-)

P/S proud to be a 'shouser'. ;)

happy new year 2012

2012-01-01T01:01:00.046+08:00

happy new year, everyone! all the best in 2012.

everyone is blessed because thousands and millions of people died on the first day of 2012 and you're still living. BE GRATEFUL, okay?

AND new year, same shit. true story, bro. :)

the whole day wasn't that bad, enjoyed a lot with my family... saw so many familiar faces in different places. not-so-cool.

i ate a lot for today, like seriously but i'm not scared of being fat like some people out there. ;)

after new year, now i can't wait for chinese new year! it's in three weeks time, can't wait for my cousins to come. miss them a lot...

nothing else and OH, we're going to start schooling on 3/1. the fml moment when you haven't packed your school stuff when school starts in two days time.

don't laugh at me, you guys are the same. most of you guys, of course. HAHA

i should start packing them tomorrow. no more going out, sad. it's not so much, i guess.

many aren't ready for school but i am. well-prepared, that's a good thing (y)

good news when you come to school is that we don't have to use that small class anymore. other class will be using it. i feel sorry for them...

bad news; teachers might start teaching on the first day of school. sigh

new year's resolution- no more procrastination. :)

that's all i guess.

do you feel what i feel by JLS (y) awesome.

ox.

last day. count to the down!

2011-12-31T21:58:00.020+08:00

time has finally arrived! last day of 2011. I've been waiting for this day for reasons.

just skip the reasons, not-too-important. everyone should be partying around, fireworks, beach, BBQ and etc.

it's so nice when you can countdown with your family and friends, no matter where is it.

this year, i'm a good boy. i countdown with my family, didn't go to those parties. such a good boy. ;)

after dinner, we went to NBT Service Centre to take some photos before many people come.

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my skill isn't that good 'yet', i love the second one. both of them are so sweet. <3

many people were there, so hard to take proper pictures. -.-

chinese new year is coming... hopefully they take everything down and put a dragon on top. oh yeah!

after that, shopping, shopping and shopping.

happy new year eve, guys! have fun while you can. :)

2011, thank you.

a thousand years #foreverplaying

2011-12-30T23:11:00.004+08:00

since i have nothing to blog, there you go. :)

it's really a nice song. i should have noticed this song after i watched breaking dawn. stupid me.

A Thousand Years by Christina Perri. x

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

(Chorus)

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

(Verse 2)

Time stands still

Beauty I know she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath,

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

(Chorus)

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One step closer

(Chorus)

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

guess what? i was just too worried about stuff. i shouldn't be so worried about you.

tomorrow is a new year eve. maybe i'm celebrating it alone under the night sky. oh how i wish i could spend my new year eve alone at the beach.

have fun while you can. if you're a senior next year, you shouldn't be enjoying too much. HAHA

movie marathon and outing.

2011-12-28T20:21:00.005+08:00

now i have like a week or less to spend my free time... very sad right? many of them probably still on vacation...

'TIME NOT ENOUGH.' not 'MONEY NOT ENOUGH.' -.-

either outings or movie marathons. at least, i still can keep up the track of time. hehe

to be honest, i miss a lot of stuff; friends and school. can you believe that? in my dream, i could see how my class will look like. o-m-g.

boys gone VAIN yo! just kidding. too gay. x

the picture isn't me but there a quote that suits this picture. :)

'The true perfection of man lies not in what man has, but in what man is.'

'if you can see my imperfection, then you will never see how perfect i am.'

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looks like he was half naked right? HAHA not me, please.

countdown party, how many days left? THREE?! WHAT THE FVCK?!

i have so much to say but i have so little to blog. awesome? 8)

ox.

testing :-)

2011-12-27T14:36:00.005+08:00

nice shot? 8)

good photography is matter of timing - Vanessa L.

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chocolates from Switzerland. 'Chocolate Noir, Cremant' is the craziest one. 'Weisse Chocolate mit Nougat' is the sweetest one. x

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that's all. i need more photography session yo!

wish you were here. -two scoops of ice-cream-

single& ready to jingle all the way!

2011-12-25T14:01:00.039+08:00

so i didn't have time to blog yesterday. too busy with parties like others. hehe

i guess everyone had fun in their own parties with their friends and family! :)

when twelve strikes, so many x'mas greetings in twitter and facebook, more like x'mas spams! HAHA

this x'mas isn't that bad, compared to last few years... i like it doesn't mean i love it. (A)

went to Kaizen to celebrate x'mas with family. awesome night! <3

we were supposed to go time squares to check out some stuff, but it rained so heavily man. -.-

BRUNEI Y U NO SNOW INSTEAD OF RAIN?! SIGH.

many said 'i'm single& ready to mingle.' i find it pretty sad, so i changed it to 'i'm single& ready to JINGLE!' ;)

MERRY CHRISTMAS, GUYS!!!

after x'mas, ~!@#$%^&*( how many days left till school reopens?! -.- people just keep reminding me in twitter and facebook. urgh..

TBH, i'm kind of excited for school, can't wait to end everything! :))

that's all for today!

i just survived! it's X'mas eve tomorrow!

2011-12-23T16:57:00.051+08:00

when was the last time i blogged? Monday, huh? slacking off, i guess? :\

too lazy? i guess i'm too busy because of x'mas orders, everyone is giving/exchanging gifts with each other. they have good eyes for choosing our products and stuff as gifts! ;)

oh well, i love all my customers! well, i dislike some. really fuckers. never understand.

tomorrow is x'mas eve, guys! can you feel the spirit in Brunei? i guess not. sigh

Miri is a better place to celebrate though, you can feel the spirit everywhere. EVERYWHERE. i miss going there, so yeah.

one more week to the end of the year, 2011. yeah, time sure flies. many were still complaining about holidays at the beginning of December... now? two more days to last week of December.

but i'm already satisfied with my holidays, couldn't get too much of it. :)

and i have learned a lot from online management and stuff from friends, met many awesome people during holidays. don't know when we gonna meet again. :\

Chloe, our boss told us that we can end our work by tomorrow. i was like what the fuck? are you kidding me?!

i still wanna work, to be honest. hehe not to earn money only but experience too! oh well, so gonna come back to you when i have another long holidays!

best boss ever. many good memories were made :') HAHA others as well.

one more week to new year eve and exactly a month to Chinese New Year. 2012 seems to be quite fast though...

plan for that, not going anywhere. just wait for cousins to come back to celebrate with us. yeah, i rather ask them to come instead of us going back.

it's such a long holidays, I've been missing you guys. YES, I MISS YOU GUYS! my school mates. <3 HAHA

imissyoualottoobutimhappybecauseofourlateconversationeverynightwhichkeepsmegoingoninlife. :))

and you're about to have your new life soon, so happy for you.

REALLY REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU! 虽然很舍不得你走...

yes, i'm writing about you. hope you'll never find out this blog. it's crappy! hahaha!

hopefully i have time to blog again tomorrow. x

i will turn this punishment into funishment ;)

2011-12-19T12:49:00.055+08:00

today wasn't that bad... at least i wasn't at home the whole day.

as usual ; every Monday : meeting for an online website and stuff. everytime we have meeting, staffs will always stuff foods into our mouth. #fats

ended around 1+ then i went to Cheezbox to meet a friend for lunch. saw many other friends, they were celebrating for someone's birthday i guess. HAHA

AND AND... i finally got to eat this carbonara with thick cream and ham slices. <3

something like this;

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I've been craving for this since the day we finished our End Of Year Exam. :')

there are number of foods in my craving list. hehe not so long. (A)

after that, we met a gang of boys from my class. guys' hangout, interesting.

we watched: Alvin and the Chipmunks 3.

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7/10 for the movie rating. their conversations were really funny! HAHA

after movie, we headed to 'Colony and Patisserie Cafe' to chill.

we talked a lot, like a lot. REALLY REALLY A LOT for TWO HOURS STRAIGHT.

Macaroons + Hot Chocolate; late tea time. x

just now i still had to head back to work for another few hours. :(

after came back, BLOG. cannot be too lazy.

that's all for today.

P/s !@#$%^*( you really going overseas to study?! it's okay if you study in different places and we're still on the same island. i really can't take this matter to survive next year... sighhh....

"as long as you're happy with your choice, i will always be your support.' :)

a little bit of christmas spirit. x

2011-12-16T21:24:00.018+08:00

luckily i didn't go out today, if not i would've bumped into many people in the Mall. and i don't like it. :)

nothing much going on this whole day. staff kept giving us food . i was like... is that okay?

i didn't eat much, had to act like a hardworking staff yo! been skipping my work, that's why! HAHA

had char-grill lamb loins. love it. i was hoping for lamb shank. i can't decide which or where is nice though.

all lamb dishes are nice. too expensive to eat. fuck my life then. well, cannot eat too much. cholesterol much.

when i came back, parents also tapao chicken rice + fried mee hon + drinks. + homemade lamb loins.

both sisters aren't in Brunei now. SO ALL FOODS ARE MINE. NOMNOMNOM. but i guess they are probably enjoying themselves in Miri . -.-

then my Christmas present just arrived from Singapore! love you so much, Dad! <3

grilled lamb + wine + Christmas present = a little bit of X'mas spirit.

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still haven't take a proper picture of my present. HEHE. i guess it's also my birthday present. #blessed

I'M FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW. !@#$%^&*)( you can't stop my happiness with my new toy.

red pepper tastes better than green and yellow's. #justsaying

9 more days to X'mas. i guess many people can't wait. :')

celebrate in a group? or alone like a loser? :) i miss drink-drank-drunk party with you guys, JOHNNIE BOY! HAHAHAHA

i'm duh JAMMIEE BOY AND YOU DUH JOHNNIE BOY! miss those moments so badly :")

THANK YOU LORD FOR BLESSING ME SO MUCH. REALLY. i don't know if i deserve so much or not. sigh.

oxo.

chocolate crinkles!

2011-12-13T20:30:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS 13/12/11 , awesome date?!

went to friend's house to bake! it wasn't that bad, nothing exploded! HAHA

this is 'chocolate crinkles', we used the recipe from www.joyofbaking.com ; i love that website!

the appearance is awesome right?! it's messy on the tray i know.

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guys, you can bake this as a Christmas gift for your friends or family! ;)

#tired #sleepless #insomnia

how i wish there was more carnival going on during holidays. :(

OMG! can you like give me a text or a call?! :( sigh

ox.

DST carnival; 9/12 - 11/12

2011-12-11T20:18:00.005+08:00

another good memories were created since two days ago! x

i really really had fun with those people and volunteers though. no, i'm seriously mean it. i really enjoyed this three days!

first day. it was so awkward when all the volunteers were there. no one knew each other. HAHA everything turned out to be good! #great

when we came in, they gave us this leaflet of this event. it looks nice right? hehe

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together with the lucky draw slip, you have to answer the questions and get the chops from different places. it's really fun! met many people! made friends! ;)

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after that, we headed back to our own booth to help out ; stitching a bag with different colors of unwanted clothes! Jia Hui was there too! :)

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OHYEAH! my volunteer pass! i know it's cool ; my name, the badge and the name 'Pusat Ehsan' ;)

there were a lot of advantages of wearing this tag! you can visit any games booth or mini zoo without waiting in the long queue!

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ANGRY BIRDS! it belonged to the booth beside ours. so expensive! -_- $4 per each balloon! @#$%^&*

still many kids love them! wanted to buy for Jia Hui because she said she wanted a minnie mouse but in the end, nah. :p

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the evening view on the second day, or first day. i forgot! nice right? my photo taking skill. ;) ;) joking.

as you can see, many people right? i was bored so i took a picture of it so yeah.

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there was a K-POP SINGING COMPETITION on the second day! most of them are Malays contestants! they did pretty amazing! they inspired me to be a k-pop fans? HAHA no way man. (A)

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this part happened this afternoon! left : there was a kid game but it's so complicated so no explanation for that. HAHA

right : not sure too, but they were given prizes by Kristal FM. first prize - $11 111. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?! 11/11/11 meh? HAHA second prize was 9 111 then goes on...

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the guy on the left side, he was the one who bought the $80++ of HANDMADE BLANKET MADE BY THE KIDS FROM PUSAT EHSAN! AWESOME! :D

THANKS MR JAMES LEE! :D same name huh? (A)

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we went to the online game hosted by the DST. and we won this! HEHEHE. jelly, bro?

3D also available for this ticket! (A)

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we went to have some challenging games yesterday. it was a semi round. today was final! and we got second! we did pretty amazing! 4 people in a group. two boys and two girls. the first place was like 4 boys in a group!

4 rounds; go to the bouncer and get a colored ball. catch a rabbit from the den. then grab one chicken from the mini farm. i did that. so embarrasing! -.- last; RUN TO THE FINISHING LINE. HAHA

first prize : not so good, nokia. like those phones for aunts? (A) HAHA not even touch screen.

we got this vacuum cleaner for the car. which is better la, right?

had tough and fun times. it's really great and successful! HUGE THANKS TO DST.

they've been spending so much money on the lucky draw prizes. one of our volunteers got a LED TV. good for her! :D

besides that, everyone got different gifts from different booth! nice though! hehe.

really tired, sleepless for this three days! :(

BUT I LOVE EVERYONE FROM OUR BOOTH! AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE WORKING IN DST. SO FRIENDLY!

OVERALL: GOOD PEOPLE, FOOD AND FUN! xo

there are more too say, but this is more than enough? :s

i swear i will bring my class to PUSAT EHSAN TO LEARN STITCHING ONE DAY! probably next year! hehe. so addictive! <- for food ?

SIGH. when are you coming back, S? text me as soon as possible! been missing you this whole month of holidays.

ox

briefing about the carnival.

2011-12-08T16:02:00.008+08:00

i was so tired so i escaped work for an hour to another briefing about a carnival at coffee bean beside centrepoint.

so awkward during the meeting. everyone never met before except the organizer. hehe

all girls except me and another two guys from JIS and ISB. eyes were on the phone, not the girls. trust me, REALLY!

the organizer was kind of humorous and hilarious. HAHA the briefing went well. (Y)

the reminder put 30mins of briefing but everything went on for about 1 hour. other volunteers had too much questions to ask.

i felt so speechless because they asked everything, i just had to sit there and listen. HAHA

can't wait for the carnival tomorrow. really! xo

games, fun, volunteer works, friends and family! awesome moments!

it's TOMORROW, guys!

it's at DST HEADQUARTER, you guys can ask your parents if you don't know where. Brunei too small, easy to find. hehe

from 2:30pm till 10pm. it's a long day and night! hopefully many people come on the first day!

more people, more merrier, right? right?!

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE aka TING TING! :p

no need to wish you so much in here, all in messages already. x

that's all for today! i just used up my break time to blog! ^^v

i love my old baby. hehe

2011-12-05T19:35:00.003+08:00

wake up, work, eat, sleep, work and etc. kind of lazy to work today, oh well.

at least i finished my part before evening. awesome. HAHA while working, the organiser sent me this form to fill in. a lot you know?! sigh

hopefully they don't stalk me after i hand in to them. HAHA kidding. yeah, quite a lot of questions and stuff.

can't wait to the first day of carnival. hehe i did mention the date/time/venue in the previous post. :D look down and search.

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went out to check my personal stuff then i saw this on the floor ALWA AND JVC! one of my dad's collection. parents decided to give them to me.

it's just some small speakers but loud. the big ones are for the TV in the living room, oh well.

cool shit, k? you will never see this in those electronic stores or other markets, seriously bro. ;)

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on other hand, please take some of your free time to read my teacher's blog. it's awesome! :D

holiday is long, just take about half an hour to read. it wont bite or kill you.

here's the link. http://truly-mm.blogspot.com/

we miss you, teacher! :(

i miss my friends too. SHIT. are you kiddin' me?! HAHA yeah, i miss my friends 'terribly'.

ox

meeting/work.

2011-12-04T09:09:00.004+08:00

had a meeting in the morning. exhausted, you have to keep talking and stuff with the others. if not, you might be out from this office.

scary shit. because this time, different boss. it's a lady. oh-hot-damn. HAHA but i feel lucky to work under her. hehe

was supposed to go out with some friends to catch a movie because of the stupid meeting. -.- hopefully there's other chance next time. x

during the break, a friend of mine suggested me to listen 'Hit the Lights' by Selena Gomez. okay, i'm having Christmas mood now. HAHA the song isn't that bad.

went out to Time Square with family to check it out. hehe bought so much foods <3 i wanna play bowling in the Airport Mall! :(

when i came back, i received the volunteer form for the DST carnival at DST HQ from 9/12 till 11/12. such a long form .___.

oh well, at least i had a productive day today. not only today, everyday during holidays! don't miss out any day of the holidays man!

you will regret once the school starts, which is after four weeks of holidays. Christmas is in three weeks time. can't wait for it. -presents& friends- that's all i need. maybe not presents, just friends.

suddenly, i'm very attempted to play this. after i paused it since October. HEHE

some people just don't know how fun the game is, so they judge. what's wrong with you all, haters?

anyway...

YAY! someone's back from vacation today but she haven't replied any of my messages. sigh

ox

goodbye November, hello December. x

2011-12-01T12:12:00.024+08:00

no inspiration to blog these days, like seriously. sorry guys!

every morning, i wake up late. had to prepared my own breakfasts these few days. hopefully i could catch up my mum's level in few years time. hehe

afternoon, either sports or movie marathon. to keep myself balance during the holidays. if not, i would be really fat by next year.

yeah, movie marathon to catch up those movies I've missed out last few months. either too lazy or no accompany to cinema.

night time, party and had hangover sometimes. i love it. <3

that's how i spent my November holidays! (: kind of fun even though i have no vacation like others. i don't have to be so jealous about others because i'm sure i will visit those places one day.

now i want something like a wild-life trip in the jungle! i missed those moments we had, guys! :')

time's a bitch. she sure flies like she doesn't give a damn! :p

last month of the year. awesome or not? sigh

hopefully she's having fun out there in Malaysia. shopping shopping. tsk :p eat more! x

next year! fuck. #stress

updated, huh? HAHA

farewell was really tiring~

2011-11-26T09:09:00.000+08:00

i was really really tired after i came back from friend's place, so i decided to blog about it today.

we had a farewell party for our form teacher, Mr Kenneth last night at one of my friend's place. i think he's leaving on 3/12/11 :(

many people were having hard time finding his house. HAHA they kept calling, either me or him. HAHA

the party started around 6+pm, teacher came around 6:30pm. good timing, i can say that. i came around 11am. HAHA

i had to prepare this and that before all the classmates came. oh well, everything went on very smoothly. i love it.

many people came quite early, i guess. some were really late like 9+pm. HAHA

sigh, a few of them couldn't make it because of other 'parties', 'hangouts' and 'proms'. i was hoping that everyone could be there.

i guess everyone had enough fun and food. since it was a farewell party, we had to keep it low. :( sad.

the place wasn't that bad, many facilities were provided. wow. ;) big and tidy.

stupid moments happened during the party, too much to say. hehe

there was a moment when teacher was talking to my friend's parents. HAHA wondered what were they talking about.

teacher loved the presents that our class gave him. hehe i wanted to buy 'Parker' but there wasn't any refill for it :<

after that, a big cake came up then group photos! ~!@#$%^&*( everything was under my plan. awesome. ;)

after everyone left, around 11pm then i left his house to empire. HAHA crazy right? i know i am.

thanks for his food and place. what a good and generous friend. (Y) maybe gonna chill at his house soon? (;

probably that would be the last party our class ever had for this year. YES, THIS YEAR.

NEXT YEAR. FUCK THIS SHIT. kidding, bro.

next year. #stress #study #exam #wtf #sad

today, 'movie marathon' that explains everything for today. HAHA

while i was having bad day and suddenly you came and talked to me. i felt really happy. i'm grateful. thank you! :) x

shopping for partyy

2011-11-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

what the fuck? i skipped my breakfast because i was really sad last night. skip about last night.

i went out to chill then shop with friends for the party tomorrow night. not so called 'party'. kind of hard to describe.

we went to watch breaking dawn part I after shopping. surprisingly there were some seats left in the cinema. i thought the seats would be occupied because it's the first day of showing.

quite nice. 7/10 since i'm not a fan of twilight. hehe i really can't to watch their daughter to grow up in part II. hehe

too much uncensored scenes. HAHA so awkward to watch with girls -.-

i will try to party hard tomorrow night with the people out there. ;) and show them, how a partyologist works. HAHA

before that, SORRY FOR PARTY ROCKIN'.

also, what fuck is wrong with my life? being too emotional lately... but who the fuck cares? you? or even you?

people come and leave anytime they want. no wonder there are three words to define it, 'life goes on.'

people told me not to swear too much, karma will come to you one day. or even everyday. should i believe?

it's not even December yet, and i have been thinking so much about next year. really gives me a hit everytime i think of it. :/

oh well, that's all for tonight. tomorrow is gonna be another long day and night.

just spill out and make me sad instead of making up stories and reasons, just to make me happy. it hurts a lot- John

cool story, bro. ;) HAHA

that's all. sleeping time.

nativity play& graduation.... sigh

2011-11-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

last night was hell fun! never felt so alive since then.

there was a Christmas nativity play in my school hall. so sad, some people couldn't make it. :(

saw many people, new and old faces. hehe glad to see all of them. the 'someone' actually came, i was so depressed cause i knew she didn't even want to come and watch my performance.

miracle happened! she came. happiest guy ever. hehe x

almost gone crazy at the backstage. HAHA i heard many laughing sounds when i was singing and dancing :(

who cares? i love my performance, all spotlights went to me #hellyeah #jk

this would be the first and my last play. sad right?

shit, only get to take some photos with the little kids. so cute. really love them even though some are naughty.

it reminds me of how young i was, and now i'm what? teenager? sigh...

so, REALLY REALLY WANTED TO THANK TO THOSE WHO CAME LAST NIGHT <3

today? what today? i woke up late! HAHA oh well, i didn't go to school, so did my friends. -.-

i went to take report book but teacher wasn't there, went for nothing -.- afternoon, I came back to the school just to watch S's performance. it was nice.

really really really really really sad to watch her graduating from this school, just like this. :\ i will miss you.

hopefully i won't cry anymore, tomorrow. HAIH.

it's so hard to continue this post if i keep sigh-ing -.-

OH WELL. not really bad day, just an emotional day. :x

bye.

p/s wait for me, just one more year. :)

long day and night~

2011-11-20T07:41:00.000+08:00

today was really really tiring even though it's Sunday. i had to spend like so many hours in the school. :x

morning, i went shopping with parents. hehe who doesn't love shopping?

afternoon around 12+, headed to the school for dancing performance for the speech day. i made two mistakes, not a lot also (A)

scary bah, like all the important people sitting right in front of you and watch what you're doing on the stage.

our performance started around 3:30+ , so late. sigh. it's later than expected.

there was a refreshment for teachers and parents. no mood to take any pieces to eat. i really wanted to go home because people don't want to see me, so do I. :)

it's not like i don't want to see them, they hate me. they don't like me. they don't want to see me. but i don't care. <- that ends everything. #awesome

also, i won't die or suffer without seeing you guys in my life. i'm a hater? don't get me wrong, life's a bitch. sometimes i have to delete some stuff and nonsense from my life, that's all.

4, headed back home. my sexy asshole brought me back the yogurt ice-cream from airport mall, just now around 11+ was the last hour of free testing, so yeah.

#lifesgood #likeaboss #hellyeah

forgot to take a picture, it looked really really nice. with small rounded jellies on top. *drool

6+, headed back to the school for rehearsal. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA #fml

it was really tiring. i looked weird on that kind of costume even it is made of silk. wee.

9+, headed back home. YES, FINALLY.

p/s don't like my post, please. click the 'x' button on top of your right hand corner. i will be glad if you do that.

#ADTR #awesome

like seriously, what did i do?!

2011-11-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with my life nowadays man?! can throw it to the dustbin and recycle it.

my life has been a mess recently, and people just keep adding shits on it.

yeah, i look damn fine in the school, huh? if it wasn't a school, i would shout and run like a crazy bitch. -.-

maybe i should shut myself away from others. so that i wouldn't be a bother in their life. :)

to be honest: IF POSSIBLE, I WOULDN'T WANT TO APPEAR IN THEIR LIFE AGAIN.

i really love them! they actually know i'm feeling down these days because i didn't find them. therefore, they throw a party tonight. :)

at least, i feel a little bit cheerful? i really had fun just now.

oh well, it's gonna be a long day and night tomorrow. hopefully, i could get some more fun.

HURT. SADNESS. BROKEN. ILL. DEPRESSED. DISAPPOINTMENT. and etc.

can anyone of you get through one by one? no right? because you're not me, then don't judge me or stuff.

CHEER UP, JAMES.

P/s those small things i did, do they actually mean a lot to you?

so what?

2011-11-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

even it's Friday, i still couldn't sleep so much. #fml

early morning, i had to rush to the school for play practice for this coming Monday night. it's gonna be really awesome!

we practiced like more than 2 hours or 3? crazy, huh? after that, i went to Supa Save to get lunch. hehe

bought some toys for friends, childish huh? nah, we are forever immature. HAHA

around 2+, rushed back to the school for another speech day practice. really tired :(

and fifth former finished their exam, everyone was crazy-ing around in the school, luckily it's Friday. HAHA

next year is so gonna be our year, bitches. hehe I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT TO LEAVE. (;

so, we had practice here and there till 5. -.- get annoyed by teacher. so damn moody because of other stuff.

it's not like i don't want to talk about it, i just couldn't find a right person to talk about. feel like dying soon, seriously.

'am i better off quiet? or am i better off dead?' just fuck my life, i feel like having a new life. :(

really really tired. i really need to take a break, not so fast. not too late. sigh

'homesick' was playing since evening till now. it's like 11+ at night. HAHA their songs are really nice.

many went overseas, less party going on. HATE YOU GUYS FOR LEAVING ME :( HAHA you know who you are.

nothing else for today. it's holiday from tomorrow onward.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS! HAHA. enjoy while you can.

me? can go bang the wall to dead. like those people in 'the walking dead'. stupid. ;p

bye.

jam-packed week.

2011-11-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

this week and next week, totally jam-packed. sick and tired

so many stuff to do and going on, all at once. are you kidding me, bro?

many students come to school, just to play. awesome moments. hehe

fifth former gonna finish their exam tomorrow. shit, time really flies. hopefully i could survive the whole next year man.

anyway, our school gonna have a 'Nativity Play' in the school hall on 21/11/11 at 7pm. yes, night time. it's all about Christmas! :)

bring some friends along, if you're coming. it would be great if the hall is packed. HAHA

so many practices and rehearsals. tired of it. :(

no choice, i have to dance again for speech day :S so tired eh.

my mood graph been going up and down lately, like shit. boo-sheet. :)

yen suggested to listen to their songs, it's awesome!! a band called 'A Day To Remember'

their latest album, 'Homesick'.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homesick_(A_Day_to_Remember_album)

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHE. i'm not crazy, you are.

in twitter, people say 'i love you more than you deserve, why am i such a fool?'

so true, people always waste their time on those who don't want even appreciate. -.- what the f*ck man.

other than that, nothing else. HAHA

even if we're apart, even though we're not going to meet each other often like how we used to but you should know, I MISS YOU.

EVEN IF WE'RE LIKE THOUSANDS KILOMETERS FROM EACH OTHER. don't forget about me. x

bye.

not-so-okay

2011-11-12T11:13:00.029+08:00

today was fine. got back some papers. all of them were fine, except two maths. damn shitty -.-

i thought i was going to fail BM, but miracles happened!

skipped some lessons and went for practice. i don't wanna study anymore. hehe

after recess, we bought some nuggets from canteen to eat. best nuggets ever!

then this weird girl was trying to make a fish using two nuggets. weird right? HAHA

and look, don't know whose hand is that also. practice was okay, really sleepy :s

one more week to the actual performance. :o

afternoon, there was another practice in the school hall. they messed up the tables in the hall. HAHA shh.

ended around 3 o'clock, didn't get to sleep. those assholes asked me to rush the paperwork for them. -.- HAHA

went to time squares around 8+, many people were there. i thought the bowling centre has opened.

who knows, there was a fair going on in the building. went there just to buy DVDs. since it's near to my house. (A)

if there was a cinema, i don't mind going there all the time. (; can't wait for the bowling centre to open.

peace off.

X.

11/11/11 #sigh

2011-11-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

i woke up around 7+ because i had to go to the school for play practice. i was hoping to see someone in the school, just saw that person's back before he/she went into the hall. that's all.

while preparing before going out, i saw JReyez posting up new video! cool shit! his song is nice! awesome!

JReyez ft Tommy C&Jargon - My Reason

does he look like taeyang? HAHA yes, he looks better than him! (A) (A) sorry to his fans.

my mood was kinda down, this song accompanied me the whole day! like repeat and repeat after i came back from the school.

practice was fun, dancing, acting and playing around. no regret of joining the play. <3

shit, we have to dance like urgh. so gay :s and costume is ready, that's fast -.- which is good, not last minute. HAHA

form five exam and practice finished at the same time. at least, get to see that person's back, that's all. HAHA

party party party at night. it neutralizes my mood since there's no hang out or whatever.

tomorrow got school, got stuff to do. cheer up, JAMES. don't drink too much.

when you're sad, you don't drink liquor. you eat healthy food to cheer yourself up. reality is cruel. no one is gonna care for you. they have their own problems even your own friends.

yeah, i kinda made a wish during the practice. :) somehow it happened, not totally happened. but i'm happy with it. xo

wish big, guys! heehee.

sleep! nah, sorry for party rockin' :$

after exam...

2011-11-10T07:25:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

most of them are like that. (A) bottom of my heart, i still care. :\

i just realized that i nap/sleep every afternoon after exam? stress? tired? :s

nativiity play is coming soon! so excited and nervous!!

and, i found this in Facebook! it's so so true! HAHA

anyways, tomorrow is 11/11/11. WISH BIG and you will never meet this for another 100 years. :)

hopefully there's a miracle tomorrow! even if it doesn't happen, just try. it wont hurt you. make it memorable! :)

something i hate, when someone is sick i just couldn't do anything. if i could drive, i would bring medicine to her house and stay. :S

that's all for today. i wanna sleep even tho i sleep a lot in the afternoon. HEHE

good luck for your exam, 55.

TOMORROW!

bye.

#results

2011-11-09T16:39:00.002+08:00

end of year examination results are like g-6. some went up, some went down.

i'm satisfied although i didn't put so much effort on it :s luckily not in fifth forms now. sigh

skipped some lessons, didn't get my maths paper. very shitty, i saw the paper during recess.

hopefully i could get better marks in paper I. #pray

the one i expected it to be good, turned out to be bad. the one i didn't expect it to be good, turned out to be good. "Expect the Unexpected" so true.

still left few more papers to get. feel like half dying when i got back my papers.

play practice was okay today. it was really fun, didn't regret going for it. hehe.

there was a primary six graduation dance pratice in the hall. COOL. shit, they actually dance better than us.

afternoon, i was really tired during the practice :( but someone replied me when i almost fell asleep.

gonna attend parties/birthdays/stuff/functions. hell busy. that keeps me alive and happy.

fifth forms gonna finish their exams soon! ;o

and SOMEONE PURPOSELY MADE ME JELLY BECAUSE SHE ALMOST FINISH HER EXAM. laugh her. (:

off.

#novemberwish

2011-11-06T13:26:00.001+08:00

people keep talking about wishes this coming 11/11/11. awesome date? guess so.

i don't feel like wishing for anything because i have everything i want/need. i can't complain so much, look at those kids in other county? :s

teenagers like us who are having good life only know how to wish for a perfect relationship/boy friend/ whatever best friend and stuff. annoying much.

they will never know how good their life are. can go eat deep shit, all these people.

i'm not cursing or judging or what. i'm just saying and it's really annoying. if you read this, are you going to judge me? just close the tiny X button on the top corner of your screen. :)

i don't want to wish, my life is getting worse because all these shitty wishes. -.-

i don't wish, i hope and wait faithfully. yes, that's the correct way. if it doesn't come to me, then it will never be mine.

thanks to Kevin! he introduced a new song! Sean Paul- She Doesn't Mind. HEHE nice song!

gonna have practice tomorrow morning but i wanna sleep my ass off :(

oh well, night guys!

my life is boring, i know. i have less thing to blog. so what? less but meaningful would be enough.

everything just ended. not exactly everything...

2011-11-05T08:13:00.000+08:00

okay, so exam just ended. nothing to be happy about. fuck the last day.

account paper was so hard, when i flipped the first page. SHIT.

don't want to think so much about those stupid papers. people are the same, even papers treated me like this. what is this?!

i did nothing like seriously. i had so much stuff that i wanted to do but now? sigh

New York, I Love You. the movie was kind of nice. :)

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i'm too and way lazy to blog so much stuff even though i said so in previous post. #tired

Faber Drive- Sleepless Night

Another sleepless night
I'm still starin at the ceiling
I can hear him fightin
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever

Another day goes by
And nothing changed, he's still the same
I can hear her cryin'
Thinkin she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/faber_drive/sleepless_nights.html ]
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another sleepless night
Nothing changed, he's still the same
Another stupid fight
And someone's gotta say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

those lyrics i have bold-ed, it's for those assholes that I've seen these days.

let karma fuck your life deep if you don't treat her nice.

if you can't do it, just leave her and GTFO! simple.

can't even get a proper sleep since the day when exam just started. -.-

off.

#tomorrow #hellyeah

2011-11-04T18:33:00.001+08:00

it's been a while. too busy these few days. hehe with what? with exam, duhh

after a week of exam, tomorrow is the last day. YES. like finally.

gonna have account paper II around 9+. i could sleep more before going to school.

instead of being so early like what. i prefer studying at home with air-conditioner before the exam starts.

did some past year papers for account, hopefully most of them are out for tomorrow. #pray

fuck man, like bio. everything came out from past year papers and i forgot to check it out one night before the exam. -.-

at least, i could answer everything with many stupid answers. -_- oh well. just depend on paper 1 and 3.

will blog more tomorrow. (; HEHE.

#jello

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAH WEN! :D

stay cute and pretty and smart! have fun all day and night! :) hehe

stay awesome, not. HEHE.

today, HAPPY. finally.

2011-11-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

it's 1/11/11 :D it would be cool, if you meet 11:11 am and pm today. HEHE

YES. finally, there some sort of easy papers compared to Chemistry and Add-Maths. -.-

such a good way to start the first day of November! #novemberwishes pass everything would do.

oh well, just too lucky for this two days. hehe

hopefully i could score a better mark for each and every of them. #pray

i wonder what will happen tomorrow. suck my time to the max.

people who don't feel like studying, can actually study tomorrow after D-maths cause there will be 1hr 30 min of free time before account paper one.

that particular is for religious paper, but we're no involved. hehe

this afternoon, I've been slacking the whole day. half way studying, half way playing. HAHA

watching movies, junk-food all the way. that's how i rock and roll.

three more days, i will be free for a while. YES, for a while. don't feel like thinking so much after exam.

just wanna go somewhere peaceful and clear my mind. i would've gone crazy for the first few days but miracles happened! x

so true! so true! but what can i do but worrying so much? :\

i don't want to talk so much, so sleepy and moody. no wonder people say, everyday live like you're dying.

those assholes, really messed up my stuff. my amplifier! shit you guys! T_T

off.

SHIT! ASDFGHJKL

2011-10-30T19:47:00.001+08:00

all the papers just fucked up, just like this. GREAT.

i kept getting jackpot, for this past few days. -in a bad way-

i practiced so much for my maths, and not much came out. if you can put it in percentage, it would be 101% practice/study and less than 10% came out.

so? then? ugh, i really want to end everything as soon as possible and release my stress man.

today is Sunday. so? i still have to study and blah blah blah.

morning, went out for brunch with my family. there was a new restaurant, so daddy brought us. it wasn't that bad.

should have brought the pen-drive with our pictures and wash them at the photo shop nearby.

can't wait to wash them and frame them up. much nicer than setting it as a laptop's wallpaper :$

this accompanied me while i was studying this afternoon. #fat

yeah this snack above is cool. better than pocky. HEHE i don't care if i'm growing fatter and fatter.

other than that, i'm always happy whenever i chat with Evon. :3 like really really happy, somehow

even though so many things could cool me down, so? still #stress

after exam, i will have to keep feeling bad for teachers and parents. RIGHT?! sigh

oh well, i have been listening to this two albums. nice! (:

speechless. totally describe my everything right now! -_- sigh

is this post long enough? i guess so. HAHA

bye. PHYSICS! PLEASE LA. SHOW SOME MERCY. k?

just the second day. time never flies actually

2011-10-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck! fuck the first day and today -_-

first day, we had Malay I and D-maths II. Malay I was okay, just scared i wrote out of topic.

D-maths II, i know i'm going to lose at least 20 marks OR MORE. cannot finish on time. hopefully i could get like 50-60%.

English I and Chem I and II for today. Eng I was really okay. hopefully i could impress the marker. hehe

both Chem papers, were like ASDFGHJKL~! all came out from past year papers. wtf?

maybe i should go buy more past year books tomorrow and memorize everything down!

oh well, probably i would get a weak pass? shit man, till now i'm still thinking about the papers.

maybe i should really move on to the next disaster. ADD-MATHS! THIS SATURDAY! HOLY-MOLY.

bye guys! have fun with your papers. :)

i'm really really tired, it's just the second day. we still have like one week to go. #wtf

it's okay when you don't think of it, but it's not okay when you think of it. sigh

end of year examination 2011 for year 9 and 10 starts tomorrow.

2011-10-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

just finished my D-maths stuff. hopefully i could get a 'B' for that. #pray

other than that, i'm gonna freak out during Malay paper 1 .____. my vocabs' not so strong, that's why.

hopefully i could find 5 points, with a introduction plus ending. 350 words. yes, that's not cool.

well, most of the students were still relaxing even though tomorrow is exam. HAHA

we skipped some periods, to go to library and talked to teacher about stuff. hehe it was fun and worth it.

now, many people start to tweet about exams, stress and stuff. #feelsad

and many gonna stay up late to study, or some even planned not to sleep until the next morning. #chill

everytime we have exam or test, i have that kind of emotional feelings. very annoying, very.

other than that, nothing else to talk about. maybe i will blog more stuff sooner or later la, okay?

so, have fun and enjoy the exams ahead for around one week plus? HEHE.

p/s sorry, i feel really useless when i couldn't anything to cheer you up. #wishyouwere

good night. of course i have to sleep. parents would kill me if i don't (A)

formspring.me

2011-10-22T23:20:00.001+08:00

don't feel shy, just ask (; http://www.formspring.me/jamesgohjw

stress stress stress!

2011-10-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

back from today's study schedule. BIOLOGY.

my brain wanted to burst after exam or maybe during exam. :/

okay, how many days didn't I blog? three days? basically, i was busy so yeah.

studying, outing and schooling. busy, huh? #lifesnotbadafterall

craving to watch this series! -.- season 1 and season 2. since i'm lazy to download, so i asked my friend to download and put it in the pendrive! hehe

the cover looks like left 4 dead. i wanna watch it so badly! @#$%^&*(

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there are so many movies that I've downloaded when i'm free. can't wait to do some movie marathon at the late midnight alone! #awesome

really can't wait to end everything for this year and get ready for next year. sigh

people may think i'm crazy, yes i am. besides, i want to end next year as soon as possible too!

oh well, nothing much to say for today. hehe am i too lazy or something? x

tomorrow is Sunday! YAY! study! no going out for the whole day. YAYY! #sarcastic

p/s good luck in your exam again! i know you've put a lot of efforts for o's but just do your best, that's it. :)

yes, i really miss you. seriously do.

night, guys! xx

something you should do right now.

2011-10-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

hey guys/bloggers/readers and whoever the people!

i have something for you guys to do! click the link below and click LIKE. :)

better click LIKE when you click the link. she looks really nice and lady-ish :p

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just these three links! :) nothing else. easy right? i guess you guys would be staring at her photos. HAHA

school was okay today. homework just come in and out without thinking of us. -.-

i'm dead tired right now, my eyes were closed for ten minutes during biology lesson. hehe

physics teacher gave us worksheets to do. kinda easy, hopefully some questions would be out for E.O.Y.

after school, she came and gave some of us a piece of consent form, asking us to come for Friday class.

and i studied some chemistry notes and stuff this afternoon. a bit productive? shit, i scare i would fail my chemisty . -.-

oh well, it's good. i love it because i don't want to study physics alone at home so yeah. HEHE

recently, i found a new song. "Dave Barnes - God Gave Me You"

friends keep asking me to listen to K-pop musics. damn, i don't like them! just a few of them.

that's all for today. i'm tired, really really really tired of everything.

off.

hey, you know i have a crush on you right? (;

one-two-three

2011-10-18T18:11:00.003+08:00

i guess i blog once every three days. nah, i don't mean that. it's depend on my mood.

school life is still okay, just that HOMEWORK AND CLASSWORK! >:(

not only that, but EXAM EXAM EXAM next week.

just a blink of eye, i'm about to sit for my end of year examination. #fml

that's life. therefore, my life sucks.

just a short post, maybe i would post something else to make it a little longer tomorrow. no promise.

hopefully, probably. but not definitely.

by the way, i have a question to ask you guys.

is there a job called 'partyologist'? if there is, please suggest it to me. i would love to take the course after fifth form.

'everytime i write a small piece of note, would she open and read or just throw it away instantly?' (:

i know i really look emotional in any way i look. but i am not. :(

have a nice day ahead, guys! :D

the picture below is SO SAD. REALLY SAD. #foreveralone HAHAHA

i feel sad for not knowing anything.

2011-10-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

just came back from aunt's house. i didn't know they were celebrating her birthday.

adults don't like to tell so much stuff to kids.

i ate a lot just now. #fats we had a lot of fun too!

happy birthday aunt nyuk! :) stay young! x

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yes, i love this sweet. not because it's 'non-fattening'. #addictive

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today wasn't quite a productive day. just studied some biology notes plus practiced some maths question.

nervous for exam. excited for it to end. HEHE

off.

lazy. not. hehe

2011-10-13T08:49:00.042+08:00

been busy studying and preparing for upcoming exam. i know i'm a good boy, everyone knows that. (A)

life is so hard, i really can't wait to end everything for this year and enjoy my one month of holidays before another chaos for next year.

two more weeks to exam. one more week to study. GREAT. life's hard. seriously.

been listening to 'THE ARKA TEKS' these days. their album's name is 'Evolver'.

the name sounds really cool, don't you think so? ;) well, just click and listen and you will love it.

yes, nothing much going on. therefore, i have less stuff to talk about in this blog post.

maybe after exam, who knows. hehe.

many movies just showed up today but exam is coming soon. i can't watch any of them. #FML

in that case, i will just buy DVDs and watch with movie-mates after exam.

oh well, primary six just finished their public examination. good for them. can enjoy the rest of this year.

damn, i miss being a primary kid in those days. life's so simple, you can love anyone you want without being judged by others.

nowadays, everything's just fucked up like no one cares. relationships, friendships and etc.

'if there's no pain in a relationship, then it's going to be fucked up next time/soon.' - HIM

too many perfect stuff happening on others but not me. AWESOME. i love you, life. #sarcastic

i was there all the time, i never left. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LEFT. get it? - twitter

you don't want a perfect relationship, yet you sound so desperate for one. - HAHAHA

you and him. wish you guys luck. yes, luck. - DAMN. <- obviously not me. someone quoted that. ;)

off.

chemistry practical is back! :D

2011-10-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

so tired in the school today. i haven't get use to it tho.

yeah-man! chemistry practical paper was the bomb! during her lesson...

teacher: i'm going to tell you all why some students get low marks..
my friend: teacher, can you tell me why i get so high marks?
me: HAHA

well, he was trying to show off because he never got full mark for science paper. it was his first time.

account teacher didn't come in, cause he had to invigilate for O's. another free period!

!@#$%^&*(! add-maths stressed me up, like seriously. .____.

even tho it's the last chapter of the year, how about next year?!

i don't want to fail add-maths for E-O-Y. :(

i'm trying my best all the time in the class... but urgh. :\

form five had their first exam this afternoon. i know, it's kind of late. haha

short post. hehehe i still have a lot of stuff to do. sigh...

off.

time flies. damn

2011-10-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

another week has gone, just like this.

not many stuff happened because many exams are/were going around this month. October - busy month.

we had our last combined assembly, it was okay. i felt like some group of people were missing. :/

also, a doctor came and showed us some presentation about giving away free medical to the people in Africa.

it was really sad, and she told us to appreciate what we have right now. don't complain so much.

if we were opposite, we would feel the same like they do. since we can't cure or help, we might just donate money, as much as we could to help those children. :)

after that, we were dismissed. like FINALLY. i felt sleepy, really really sleep. yawning non-stop.

lessons went on and on. piled up a lot of homework. done some of them, well part of them.

still got a lot to do for tomorrow. really man, in school i hardly want to do work. at home, i will do my homework. awesome? hehe

school, i have friends to talk to. no time for homework and school stuff.

home, alone. nothing to do, only homework. that's the difference between home and school. (;

form five are having their exam this coming Tuesday. wish them luck, all the best! :)

i'm bad at wishing people, seriously. deal with it.

off.

P/S i gotta get my ass up and ask that person. :S

lazy day, seriously.

2011-10-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

was really really lazy to study for upcoming exams. :\

it's not that i was feeling down or something, just one word 'LAZY'. yes, pure lazy. not e-m-o.

also many stuff distracted to me, my fault. not them. hehe

this afternoon, i went to buy a small frame to put a picture of me and my friend. :)) someone special, you could say that.

after i came back, i went to wish everyone in chms's express class, all the best!

yeah, they were my primary friends, how could i forget about them? it's impossible to. and when they spread to different colleges and overseas, so gonna miss all of them. :/

time, could you just stop for some moments in our life? time flies really fast. i hate it.

if there was a wish for me, i would like to rewind the time back to where/when we first met and have fun again and again from the start. but...

everything's like running out of time. studying, saying good-bye and etc. damn.

oh yeah, i have the picture of the t-shirt they gave me last Sunday during the charity fair! hehe

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few more days, o'level. after that, primary six's examination.

after few more weeks, our end of year examination.

suddenly my account teacher sparked through my mind, yes. we will miss him a lot when he left the school and BRUNEI!? !@#$%^&*

my best account teacher, i will never find a second teacher like you. #irreplaceable

off. :'(

happiest day ever.

2011-10-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

it was supposed to be a happiest day for me. but not for them fifth former.

today was the last day, staying in the high school. i heard there is chemistry extra class tomorrow?

i don't think they actually are going, but to take more pictures than today. HAHA

next year is gonna be my turn. i'm really really really scared of leaving. it's like releasing a bird from a cage after so many years in the school.

yes, everyday we do say 'i hate school! i hate studying!' everyone should take back that sentences and proceed to next chapter of your life.

oh well, time flies really fast. i was wondering, did anything happen last two years? why are we in form four now? that's too fast.

many photos taking in the school. many people used NIKON. i will think about that brand. hehe

before she left, we took some photos. i thought it's gonna be one and only piece. when i checked my phone, it was more than expected.

i didn't get to take with other friends :\ maybe after everything ends. can't wait man!

can't expose any of them, just a blur one. :))

shortiee! hehe

it contains so much stories and stuffs in this photo. i'm gonna frame the other better photo! hehe.

and put them beside my bed ! hope you don't get mad for this ! HEHE!

by now, you should be studying at home. jia you! I will be there and always when you need someone. :)) x

all of them gonna have study break for five days. then O's.

everything's like running out of time.

yes, i barely started studying. cause too emotional about everything, EVERYTHING. :'\

and, i'm gonna miss all the seniors for making noises in the school.

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bad/forgetful day.

2011-10-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

today, i really had a bad day. it didn't seem so, but it was.

i don't want to blog about it, it's just some part of school life that i have to go through.

i'm really really really tired, my mind went crazy and blank the whole day. it kept changing through out the morning.

jokes and stuff do cheer me up in the class. sometimes you just have to laugh to make yourself better.

last picture is so true. i love it.

that's all for today. i'm not an emo who do stupid stuff like real emos', okay?

being quiet in the class someday is better, to test how much people care for you.

i'm just feeling down, like you guys do sometimes. we are human beings.

off.

everything just F. up

2011-10-03T14:46:00.004+08:00

i woke up around 7+. first thing was to check my W.A messages. NOTHING AT ALL.

just some mails from oversea friends. they are doing fine at there, which is good. but i'm not. in Brunei.

physics practical exam started around 10 for second shift. on the way to the lab, something happened.

i almost gone mad and wanted to hit anyone i see. but didn't happen. stupid joke stopped me a while.

then i sat beside the lab alone, waiting for our turn to go in. 10 o'clock sharp! nothing went into my mind.

staring the paper like nobody, freaked out and frustrated. not because it's hard. mind went blank.

when i came out from the lab, i just realised that i made some mistakes for easy questions in my paper. #FML.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOSS! AND ALSO KEVIN SHIM! :D!

that's so far for today.

someday, i'm gonna write 'i miss you' on a rock and throw it to your face to show how much it hurts when i miss you.

i feel like re-blogging quite a few photos, oh well. :)

second one suits me so well.

gonna take back our practical exam papers soon. #damn

dude, you hurt your ex and now you're looking for a new one? treating girls like toys?

want me go toy'r' us to buy some baby toys for you? hope you're life get fucked up as soon as possible.

PEACE OFF.

what a tiring day at charity fair.

2011-10-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

no time for other things, but volunteering in a charity fair from morning till evening.

the whole day was fine, the weather was just too hot. really.

i'm glad that many people came, made new friends. awesome! so little SAS students there. i don't like that.

many didn't come, because of exams/tuitions. PSH. why didn't you guys take some of your time to support?

some people only have the time to hang out with friends in the MALL. and not in PUSAT EHSAN. to help people around. sigh...

some would just say it's a coincidence that i have something 'very' important thing to do. F.Y.L.D.D.

more international and government schools students than private schools'.

next year, we should ask if we could represent SAS. 8) like other schools.

helping people to raise fund is really fun. it rhymes! YEAH!

some of my friends got their own gifts from games at different booths. not bad also.

i got myself some cars magazines, prizes and FOODS!

many cos-players were walking around. nice hair and costume! foods and drinks stalls.

DAMN, so many games stalls! only get to play some. you might get more dirtier in some games booth like blowing the baking powder to get the ping-pong ball out from a round aquarium.

not only making new friends, i met some friends whom i haven't meet for like 5 months? :( damn, i miss him a lot.

his girl still remember me. HEHE. and bought me a koala on behalf of him? HAHA oh well, gonna have party with him and the rest soon.

exams and practicals are still going till end of next month. #FML.

i got a free t-shirt from my cousin's cousin. HEHE. it says 'YOUR ABILITY COUNTS!'. will post a picture of it soon. it's in the washing machine right now, i guess? ;)

i almost forgot that we'll have our last practical exam tomorrow. -.-

GONNA RUSH LIKE CRAZY BITCH IN THE LAB.

wish me lucks, gays. <3

off.

P/S i'm waiting. will be and always. x

laziness. :)

2011-10-01T16:18:00.004+08:00

too lazy to get my ass up to blog. yesterday was a tiring day.

because i had a small meeting/briefing about the charity this coming Sunday, which is tomorrow.

make sure you guys to take out some times to come, it's gonna be real fun. i'm serious, no joke.

and OH, HI SEXY OCTOBER! i have many #octoberwishes.

so, today we had a few lessons to go before celebrating the school level's 'Happy Teacher's Day'.

whole thing went on pretty successfully. :) get to skip some lessons, who doesn't like it? HAHA

last part of teachers day was presenting gifts to those teachers who've been teaching for more than 20 years.

all their old and new pictures were showed up in a presentation way. ALL LOOKED DAMN AWESOME.

we all kept teasing/laughing/having fun in a small crowd :)

taken from tumblr. i have one, but not gonna use it till i get my DSLR, guess it's pretty soon? ;)

oh well, i thought we could get to skip the whole day without studying by making parties for teachers.

but the school doesn't allow, next year we're gonna beg the principal to let us have one. hehe

yeah, in the end. i'm buying an 'EVO 3D' for my friend as his 18th birthday. i know we all are good friends.

way better than 'good' friends. not even 'best' could describe our friendship. (A)

anyways, look up, the 5 letters.

L.A.U.G.H.

-laugh while you can.
-laugh when you cry.
-laugh when you're lonely.
-laugh when you're happy.
-laugh when you're sad.
-etc.

OFF.

it's been a month. or more?

2011-09-29T10:26:00.005+08:00

oh well, hi guys! :)
account got banned by www.Google.com, for what reason? i don't know.

besides that, I've been really busy this whole month till next month. study study study! yes, you hate studying, i know.
just one more month, still can get through with less internet and more books. talking about books, it reminds me of a fiction i'm reading now.

yes, it's a nice book even though i just read 1/4 of it. hehe

i want a full collection of her books! part of my birthday wish? (A)

school days, still okay. more or less like that, that's the part i love going to school.

next year, gonna leave the school. feel really sad right now, many people have been asking me,'where are you going when you leave?'

to be honest, i haven't really decide the place to go. c'mon, guys! we are still Year 10. just enjoy and relax till end of this year! x

next year, we will just talk about it starting of next year la. gonna be crazy for next year. even though i can't survive, but yeah.

ALSO, there will be a charity fair at Pusat Ehsan this coming Sunday. 3th October 2011.

please drop by and bring your friends and families. :)

that day is gonna be real fun. trust me, worth of going it.

off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!

stay pretty as always! hehe x

-i don't think you will ever go and view my blog.

moves like jagger.

2011-08-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

short post ! short post !

i'm tired of blogging, cause i'm going outstation with family. HO-HO-HO

my parents allow me to go out party with people when we reached cat city. i l-a-r-v-e you guys ! hehe

sadly , both sisters have to stay at home or with parents go shopping. sad sad. well, they're happy about it.

well, i don't have time to prepare shopping list. should I ? eff no.

i buy what i want, FYI , i get what i want. <- damn, i'm such a rich boy. HAHA

just kidding, chill man. :)

oh well, i'm just really tired to prepare.

SHEET . HTC EVO 3D is OUT in QQESTORE. I WANT IT SO EFF-in BADLY.

the price now is almost a thousand. -.- ANDROID . not windows. thank god.

when it drops to 800+ , i'm so gonna buy it . be jelly very soon.

or maybe i'm gonna buy it for friend's birthday present. !@#$%^&*.

cause i recently bought a HTC SENSATION * well, i shared money with my friends to buy * , he was damn happy. we had fun the other night. i love them. ;)

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN ! :)

hope you like my text message. it's awesome i know. :p

hope you had fun one day before your birthday. (; stay pretty and not too awesome.

not gonna blog for a week. HOW?! WHY?! WHERE?! WHAT?! WHO?!

it's not lame, it's cool for lame people.

we baked !

2011-08-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

finally went to friend's house to make oreo cheese cake. it was awesome.

we didn't get to try it, cause it has to be cooled for 2 to 3 days. maybe we will get to eat it after school reopens.

then while we were having fun in the house, there was a customer who kept texting me like sheet man.

after dinner, my friend's brother asked us to watch a movie with him. its called 'the assassination of the school president' . i watched it half way. damn...

the movie was similar to Nancy Drew. go Google about this girl. she's awesome.

sheet man, is this all i can blog for today? yesterday was a short post. today is gonna be shorter?!

and and and Brunei's internet is being gay to everyone except broadband users like me. HEHE

till i'm gone - tinie tempah ft wiz khalifa .

(y) x99.

you're adorable, really.

do i actually blog on odd days?

2011-08-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

phone credit was acting weird since last week. 8)

it didn't go down since last week, awesome or not? or something's wrong , i guess?

tomorrow i'm gonna make some Oreo cheese cakes. hopefully it would come out nice :s

three more days for cat city . can't wait to see them in the town . them - cats.

mother told us, that we gonna attend a lot of stuff and etc for a week in cat city. hopefully it's not something bad .

holidays just started man. why everyone's mood so down like what?! D:

just a short post. i don't feel like posting so long. i got stalked by some shitty people.

asking me to shut down my blog. don't make me laugh, how are you going to make me shut down? HAHA

joker man, <- sounds so ching chong. boo-sheet. :D

off.

two days not in BN , miss me? ;)

2011-08-21T10:42:00.023+08:00

18th of August was the start of third term holidays. can't wait to spend more time with friends and family.

happy holidays guys! spend wisely and party like nobody.

19th and 20th , i was having a class trip to Miri for two days one night. the whole trip was awesome. i like it.

i don't feel like talking about the trip. HEHE! cannot be shared. it was almost the same as last year, if you could rewind back my previous post around November 2010.

i feel like going again, crazy around with stupid friends. hehe maybe not there, but further away.

so, after i came back from Miri, that night, i was invited to a party. bouncer birthday party. pretty awesome.

chipmunks bouncer, but that birthday girl doesn't really like the bouncer because it was too small for her. she wanted the wrecked ship bouncer. that's two times bigger than this chipmunk bouncer. HAHA

her mother asked me to play, and i was like, how do you expect me to play? D:

and all teenagers and kids were playing. they wanted to have fun with them but nah :p i rather sit there and eat like HOHOHO!

cause i didn't eat much before leaving Miri. well , Starbucks overloaded.

oh well, i enjoyed damn much from 19th to 20th . HEHE!

today is my resting day. tomorrow party party party. teeehehe. be jelly please? ;)

sorry , bruther and saster.

i can't blog too much about my party rock anthem. HEHEHE

it's too awesome to be revealed .

BYE. so far so eff-in good.

last day of third term '11

2011-08-17T17:30:00.033+08:00

some more papers were given out. unexpected results. i'm happy of it.

some improvement, but i still have to keep it up until next year. \m/

except add-maths, i'm really scared of you whenever i want to practice with you :\

it was such a good morning . there's no lesson for the whole day. ran /walked around the school. FUN-LIKE-SHEET.

primary teachers are really good and fine to communicate with . unlike secondary teachers, sigh...

there will be a mini class trip tomorrow morning , for two days one night. can't wait for it.

classmates gathering out from Brunei. awesome, i like. (y)

hopefully they could have fun, i would be happy too. hehe

oh well, saw many people going out , hang outs, dates, gatherings and etc. not bad not bad.

i can't shop well in Brunei, sheesh. luckily, i'm going back to cat city to do some crazy shopping.

i don't feel like making a shopping list. since i have enough money, more than enough.

# what i see is what i get. i will be under this shopping mode. hehe

anyways, i have something to show you guys. i thought blue city in South Africa is the best I've ever seen. *noted down in my To-Go-List*

don't judge the place, it has the nicest sunset in the world if i'm not mistaken.

but no, this is not the best place. other than that, it's Salar De Uyuni.

'the place is like a border between heaven and earth. i do believe that. :)

it has the biggest mirror in the world.'

imagine yourself standing there. the water is salt water by the way.

oh well, i noted it in my To-Go-List again. HEHE!

be jelly when i stand on the salt water next time ;) HEHE!

off.

happy holidays, guys!

i'm such a failure, seriously.

2011-08-16T13:34:00.006+08:00

we finished our assessment yesterday, and there's school the next day which is today.

i was hoping to have a school holiday after assessment, but oh well.

it wasn't such a bad start this morning, so many papers have been given.

those papers just slapped my face, seriously. i hope i could burn them off to ash. #childish act.

well, it wasn't that bad compared to last time.

but add-maths was really bad, really really bad. teacher was really disappointed of my results. :s

guess i was panic during the test? and there were tons of careless mistakes. :\

sorry, miss tay. i will do my best for end of year examination. :)

#LiesIveToldMyParents ; EVERYONE FAILED THE TEST! hehehe!

no la, i'm such a good boy. tell the truth and let them scold. sigh...

others papers were as good as expected. i really don't like add-maths, but i love my add-maths teacher! x

not in the mood to do anything in the afternoon, sat there and stared at the computer. awesome? o.o

can't wait to go for trip with friends and family. hohoho!

tomorrow is the last day of 3rd term. time sure flies, not bad not bad.

urgh, not really ready for so many things during school holidays.

anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , AUDREY!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SWEET SWEET FIFTY ONE ! (:

i'm exhausted , totally. cause every single night is like three six and gee six.

off.

another week. HEHE.

2011-08-13T17:27:00.001+08:00

so not in the mood to blog about life these few days.

today year 10 had add-maths and english assessment test.

i felt like burning the add-maths paper this morning.

i think i'm gonna fail add-maths AGAIN-AGAIN-AGAIN. never really passed.

!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*)!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*)!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*)!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*)

english was freaking okay even though i didn't feel like reading the whole passage of comprehension, but yeah.

straight went home after test, what a good boy. oh well, nothing to do in the school.

after reached home, PARTY'S JUST GETTING STARTED! LIKE a THREE-SIX. HEHE.

anyways, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO TWO PRETTY TWINS! :)

they are really pretty, i know :)

they are special , so i posted their picture lo. be jelly lo. HEHE.

off.

everyday i'm studyin' studyin' yeah!

been a week.

2011-08-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

one week has gone. hehe. too lazy and busy to blog for readers to read.

as usual , nothing much has happened. cause it's exam season at this moment.

everyday, test and homework. it will end around 15/8 . after that day, so gonna throw out myself to the ocean.

i'm really stressed , i really need something to release. i may look cool and calm in the school. it's just so tired to cover yourself in front of your friends.

can't wait for them to come back during school holidays. i wanna listen to their overseas stories. tons of them, i know. that is why we need overnights. hehe

everything's under good timing ,which is pretty not bad.

at this moment, i just have to think about the tests and exams. :x

form fives are having their mock exams. some of them say okay, some say not okay. to her, not really okay :s

let's hope everything would go okay through out the week.

good luck good luck good luck everyone !

BAI-BAI.

everyday i'm studying , studying .

no joke, no joke .

there's school today. damn the whole universe.

2011-08-01T19:50:00.019+08:00

today i declare public holiday for myself. hehehe

well, i was sick since last night till this morning. :s

then my mum made me eat porridge for three meals today. tasteless porridge. :s

i woke up around 9+ this morning. it was a good morning, i love the sun.

BUT WHERE THE EFF HAVE YOU GONE, MOON!?!

since i can't study the whole day, headache man.

love sick maybe? i don't like love sick . seriously.

luckily nothing much happened in the school. and not many paper works to do . hehehe

oh well, tomorrow is the first day of Ramadhan. meaning no school for all the students, to me as well.

i swear, i would not drink or eat in front of my malay friends. :)

i have to respect them. like how they respect us too. :)

off.

i wanna go sleep till the next morning. 2AM. HEHE

would you like to be my prom?

i miss you even when you're in front of me.

2011-07-30T19:50:00.007+08:00

i miss you every single day. i'm not being emo to post all this pictures.

it simply means to show you how much i miss you.:)

don't think so much, simple and clean.

I MISS YOU.

xxxx

why is it not perfect like others?

2011-07-29T16:12:00.004+08:00

went out to catch a movie with friends. we also planned to give someone a surprise. and we didn't fail. hehe

kind of happy to hang out with them, crazy peeps. we watch hangover part II.

the whole movie was really stupid. especially that monkey. he takes drugs and smokes. awesome? HAHAHA

you will never regret watching this. better watch the part I, where to watch? buy DVD from chong hock store.

nothing fresh happened in the school, i felt so dead and bored of it. -.-

macaroons! xoxo

some flavours, brunei doesn't have :(

p/s why everytime the happiness I get is not perfect?

being loyal and sincere aren't enough i know.

WHY?! WHY?! WHY!? WHY!?

couldn't stop reading this..

2011-07-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

these days, I've been reading this story book. it's a bit like investigation of the death of the dog.

once you start reading this book, you would have a feeling to continue reading it. trust me ! ;)

i read 3/4 of it, cool story but kind of sad. :\

head librarian asked me if i have something that bothers me on my mind, i was like , 'how does she know?' o.o

i answered, 'nothing.' then i lied , 'exam coming soon that's why.' hehehe

well, something but i'm not sure what's that. everything will be alright as long as she's here ! :D

she - the girl below. <3

photo taken by 'little shao' . awesome photographer! she's so adorable, totally . :3

i do love her . HEHEHE!

this afternoon, i received some pictures from friends who's working there to fill up their summer holidays . one of them is this , look up :)

excapade buffet ! first time ! awesome ! that's one of the reasons why i like rayas. BUFFETS EVERYWHERE!

adult is about $30. and kid is $20. do you think it's expensive? i don't think so. :)

well, they're still making profits. and i can't wait to ask them to serve me . HEHE!

gonna annoy them when they're working, PAY BACK TIME!

p/s don't be sad for exam. just do your best for next exam, si ni (:

call me b-e-a-utiful :3

2011-07-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

yeah, call me beautiful. my life is total beautiful these days :3

school was fine, everything was just so fine this week. does that mean next week's gonna be a bad week?

well, next two weeks and there will be a second assessment test for us. just five days. after that, i'm gonna fly like crazy beetch.

after 15/8, there will be school on 16/8, no school on 17/8, 18/8 , last day of schooling. 19/8 starts holidays till 4/9 . isn't it total awesome? trips trips, i'm coming for ya'

okay, think of test and school right now. :) and friends too. i'm just enjoying my life even though tests are coming soon.

there's a big reason behind all this. sheets and problems , all just gone because of this 'big reason'.

good luck to form fives' and express class for science practical exams tomorrow on-wards :D

!@#$%^&* there will be many extra classes for this and next week . i wanna sleep . i sleep like 1+ every single night. eye bags, i don't have, cool right?

besides 'rain over me' , there's another song which could express my feelings. *beautiful by megan nicole*

she's a YouTube singer who always do cover for different songs . :3

other than that, nothing else to blog. everything went to my tumblr last night . tee-hee-hee.

off.

ardnas :3

there's practical, no there wasn't, yes there was.

2011-07-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

all the secondary levels didn't really study this morning. all because of Litfest performance.

all the performances were great and awesome , especially the form fives' performances, they were so cool ! \m/

always the last part, it was totally awesome and stupid! :p

others were okay too! damn, British high commissioner came to watch. i bet those group of performers were so freaked out .

why? so tall , they were like two heads taller than our school principal. angmohs are like that , i'm jealous, i wanna be more taller too!

around 10:30 am , everything was finished. then we had about half an hour of break time. hehe

i kept yawning during break time, seriously sleepy. don't know why, i just felt that way. who doesn't love to sleep? -.-

after school, we had biology practical. totally bored to the max. he gave us one piece of exercise and asked us to do for an hour .

i know you will be asking me, 'are you freaking serious?' , my answer is YES.

then there will be more extra classes next week. damn the class deep deep. ._________.

i feel like skipping all the extra classes and practicals. except chemistry. hehe

this song made my day <3

Pitbull ft Marc Anthony - Rain Over Me.

sleep! HEHEH!

almost an unlucky day.

2011-07-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

hi readers! i still had nose block this morning, so tired of it. also i was in a rush at home, and forgot to bring this and that. ._.

this week isn't that bad actually. well, just a bit stress of making class trip itinerary.

oh well, it came up very well. but others like bus and hotel, i haven't even book. hehehe

cause i'm not even sure if half a class going. some of them are going with their family during holidays. damn.

i asked some teachers if they could go with us, but some of them said 'see first.' or 'i have work during school holidays.' GAHHHHH!

to me, this trip is kind of rush for this term, it should be put until next term after end of year examination man.

guess what? this trip is about 5 days 4 nights. they gonna spend like hell crazy for food/living and entertainment.
IF THEY ARE GOING.

i'm really scared of how things going on man. :\ no confidence on doing it. sheesh.

anyways, my life is alright. cause i have friends accompany almost every night. chit-chat always turn to gossip. HAHAHA!

end of July is coming soon too. time sure flies. in a blink of an eye, i thought January was yesterday though.. :s

oh well, nothing to talk about . anything to ask? just post it in my tagboard :)

i know it's very blank, cause i remade again. HAHA

off.

flu.

2011-07-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

it was such a bad morning today for me. sun was too bright. and no curtain on my windows side -.-

after assembly, i was like having a nose block from the school hall back to the class. i think i rubbed my nose too much before i came to school. it was so itchy like heck.

anyways, who cares. so,

congratulation to Audrey Teo for being the vice president from today until the end of next year. and i forgot the president's name. he's quiet and serious . first year, counselor. second year, president of counselor. ;p

principal also showed us some video clip about a guy singing in the movie show called 'Korean's Got Talent.'

she cried, cause the short movie clip touches her. cause the guy had nothing from the age of five until fifteen. he work and study all by himself. one day, he found out that he has some talent on singing like Susan Boyle who's from British's Got Talent.

his voice sounded exactly like his. .__. so touching... she showed us this video clip, to tell us not to waste our talents.

kids nowadays just study and play in front of the computer. that's their life for 21st century kids. very very sad.

if you have the talent on playing games, why don't you join international tournaments to earn money? some people would ask me this after seeing the previous sentence. ;p

anyways, while having practical in the afternoon. our monitress just came back from KB for chemistry competition. she went into the finals next saturday! she was really shocked and happy. :)

congrats, Sophie ! x , i bet you can win the champion title :p

i wanna skip lesson and follow to KB to watch the competition. HEHE!

another day of school tomorrow. sighh.

off.

all the right moves.

2011-07-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

it was such a wonderful morning when you walked to the balcony and take a look of the view. x

since everyone not awake yet, i woke up first and went down to the cafe for breakfast with my mate.

around 3pm, we finally checked out. they headed back to their school to grab their summer homework. sad.

how about me? i went home with parents of course and took an hour of nap. dinner was ready. awesome.

HEHE . thanks to them, i had an awesome night with them. going out soon? ;)

currently listening to this song, it reminds me of nothing. very sad right? i just love this song. a suitable song for prom (y).

One Republic- All the Right Moves.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down,
before anybody's knowing our name.

They got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
Over the world is death.

They got,
They got,
All the wrong friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They got, all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see.
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say,
I know I could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the right moves and all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
All They got all the wrong moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
All They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down.

Yeah, we're going down.
Yeah, we're going down.

(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down
(All the right moves, hey)
Yeah, we're going down

damn, there's school tomorrow. i haven't pack. haven't do my homework and english project.

oh well, our habit, do in the school last minute. which is awesome.

i bet the other friends are worse than me. haven't even started anything yet. HAHA

off.

movie day.

2011-07-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

i slept around 3am last night. why so late? it's holiday man, that's why i felt so awake.

but couldn't wake up properly till 9am this morning. opened tumblr, twitter and blog to do some updates. that took me about one hour .

after that, it was so late. i had to prepare brunch myself again. awesome kueh tiaw ;)

since all the so called friends were so busy with their friends. so i had to stay at home to do some homework and movie marathon.

first movie was 'Zookeeper'. it's not shown in the cinema yet. but yeah ;)

all the animals in the zoo can talk. A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

the main actor was trying to chase after a girl, but he failed . even with a romantic way.

then the animals taught him some lessons, they taught me too.

"don't go for the girl who always hurts you, but go for the girl who always makes you happy." <- this is not bull-sheet.

it's so freaking true. but people are just too blind to go for the one who hurts them. :)

tomorrow is the last day of public holidays. :(

currently in the hotel, blogging. still so early man. to them, not to me. now it's raining, i feel so sleepy right now.. :\

off.

sultan's birthdayyy.

2011-07-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to the leader of Brunei Darussalam ! ;)

thanks to you, we students get to have one extra school holiday. hehe

oh well, i woke up around 9am . and went down to prepare my breakfast. forgot to take picture, the appearance was really nice man.

after a while, milkshake was made by me around 11+ . i know i eat and drink a lot at home.

then daddy finally came back from Limbang, MIRACLES HAPPENED! he didn't 'drink' at there. o.o

he brought us to coconut crave restaurant. i forgot the name of the restaurant, so yeah.

check my 'check in' in my wall if you wanna know where. the food was nice, seriously nice.

after that, parents brought us for "Hua Ho Touring" . from Hua Ho Kiulap to Hua Ho Manggis. -.-

didn't buy much, cause no grand sales. i can't wait for it after assessment test 2 man. shopping is my love. xoxo

totally exhausted, weather was so freaking hot around 4 pm. i met some hotties at expressway ;) HEHEHE

class trip timetable is OUT !HEHE! but will be out for class members to see around next week ! be prepared. it's gonna be another blast for third term. :D

no go, no blast. i'm saying these, to those who are not going . or don't wanna go.

off. sleeping early for tonight. tomorrow night, party like nobody. ;p

these few days...

2011-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

monday was okay okay , very okay for me. that sounds like 'not okay'

well, it was really okay. chemisty practical was cool! mix here and there when teacher's not looking at you. 0:)

there was a solution with potassium, when you add something into it. you can hear many fizzy sounds, like coca-cola. i miss you, almost half a year since i drank coca cola :(

after practical , i went off to somewhere for lunch with some friends who ARE HAVING FREAKING HOLIDAYS RIGHT NOW. -.-

when they start their new year, i think we are having our second assessment test. ._. everything is so opposite.

tuesday was normal too, don't you think so, year 10B? ;)

morning session was okay. few minutes before the end of afternoon session. we gave our monitress , a sort of fail surprise birthday cake. :3

didn't get to take picture, cause i was busy with my phone , maybe next year :( sniff sniff.

then today's afternoon, we had english week activities in the conference hall.

we did really bad, like so awkward most of the time. i didn't know what to say, but kept laughing like shit.

they only gave us 5 minutes to practice outside the conference hall , which was so stressful for the first time.

but it was a good experience for all four of us. even though we didn't get in to the final.

dumb-charades and jest-a-minute were pretty not bad too. all are really good in english vocabulary and grammar... goshh...

while walking to the basketball court to wait for my car, i saw her playing basketball for interhouse. i think , last minute. cause the jersey she was wearing was a guy's jersey. so sweet, when she's playing. he-he-he-he.

yesterday, i was so jobless. i kept typing 'PS: I LOVE YOU' for about hundred times. suddenly my inner self told me to plan or organise trips for class. to have this thing called ' CLASS BONDING! ' <3

" when love's gone, hatred remains... "

off to the bed . before 10pm. what a good boy. (y)

living under this kind of lies...

2011-07-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&*)( , that explains my day today.

school day was okay. morning session was epic! the school invited two dancers to teach us some aerobic moves. no one was learning it, instead of having fun like crazy monkeys in the hall. HAHA

while the others were crazy-ing around , some of the classes went to STPRI for mega book bash and Harry Potter's Day. cool events, huh?

after that, as usual . study study study eat drink study study toilet study study. hehe i bet your school life is way better than mine. trust me.

sometimes you just have to live under this thing called 'love'. eff you, not 'love' but 'lies'.

people are liars, they lied to cover another lies. why don't you just tell the truth? instead of going one big turn...

some would just comfort you, by telling 'good' lies to make you happy. this makes everything goes more sadder.

facebook strangers have said,' i'm not Rihanna , i don't love the way you lie.' <- lame and stupid.

everytime, you just don't believe in my truth yet i have to believe in your lies.

lies cannot be found in happiness. yet , many have found it. MIRACLES. *claps

somehow i do love to hear your lies when i know the truth. it's so amazing to see how you lie all day all night.

LIES, TO YOU, IT'S ALRIGHT! TO ME, IT'S NEVER ALRIGHT.

sorry for being a bit emotional today. hell sorry. i can just post anything i want without your ass.

sweet dreams, sweet lies.

it's FRIDAY, so i can eat and sleep all I want !

2011-07-08T12:41:00.036+08:00

today no school, -duh- so i woke up around 9+ . best sleep ever.

mother didn't prepare, as usual, i had to prepare myself. everything's in the fridge and cupboard.

guess what? i was too lazy, i ordered McDelivery and Idealivery . teehee! cos i don't really eat much during week days.

both were my brunch or maybe just breakfast. half passed one, i went to cook western mee :3

the taste wasn't that bad, just that too spicy. i added green chili . *sniff

i would be dead if she knows i cooked stuff with her favourite green chili. so i went to the mini mart nearby to buy some to replace. HAHA

oh well, whole day . no one's at home. i wish i could go to school on Friday. cause school is awesome! don't you think so?

since I've got nothing to do at home, so i re-watched 'sucker punch'. Emily Browning is hot with blonde hair! very cute with peachy cheek . hehe

around 4+, i went down to kitchen to try some drink recipe, orange milkshake and mango milkshake.

mango's tasted better than orange's. seriously, try it at home. (y) good for health too. can make you go skinny yo, girls.

then started to skype with friends for another few hours, i really missed them like hell.

ONE MORE THING, i can't wait for third term school holidays! trip! trip! trip!

i have planned some, in case they don't like plan A, then they would go for plan B. HEHE

Si Ni. (:

off.

that's the reason why i put the blame on me.

2011-07-05T20:02:00.017+08:00

whole day was really cold for me. cold day, awesome! well, really cold. i guess there was a rain last night...

sheet, i was so nervous for inter-house maths and science competition this afternoon. first time, i prayed so hard.

before the first period, i went to claim the deposit from the teacher in-charged of the fair. still enough after added into my profit -.-

i saw some papers, most of them were made LOSS. gee-gee-dot-com. hopefully they did enjoy themselves last Saturday though.

earning is not really important, but enjoying is more important yo!

eng period, i felt like sleeping while listening to others reading the passage. (a)

maths, we did some paper works. easy sheet. (;

BM, we were busy dividing our project group members, and teacher didn't get to teach us, so yeah.

CB, few minutes of talking , suddenly had to rush to conference hall for meeting. our free time. HEHE

chemisty, redoxx ! xoxo

poa, rawr! so many exercises! :( i hate exercises ! :(

double amaths, new chapter. cool cool! matrix ! kidding, matrices. :3

my team lost the competition , only few more points away from them. damn.

there was a year 8 girl, she was so cute when she was thinking about the solution. (a)

even though we lost, we enjoyed a lot . for that two hours. she's in the same group with me, yet we talked so little. so awkward, yknow...

no pain, no gain

off.

entrepreneurship fair 2011.

2011-07-02T15:39:00.020+08:00

it was started from 8~2:30 . the time was kind of long. but so what?

we didn't really earn much like last year, i think it was because everything was separated . food was made outside the hall, then game was made inside the hall . so many competition among each other...

at first , business was okayyyy, suddenly around 10+ , no people came, until i opened up fighting games for the kids to play. that earned quite a lot, but dart still earned the most. scam and cheat money ;p

it was fun, everyone was so busy with their stall, like really. some stall messed up a lot. sigh..

we didn't really get to go to every stall the whole morning, that's why in the facebook invitation, i put 'maybe attending' for all events. HAHA

but i did go and ordered food from them , and asked them to send to my stall :b good service . (y)

around twelve, the hall was kaboom-ed with outsiders and kids. \m/ principal couldn't even ask the outsiders to go away ;p hehehe

but she asked us to end the stall early -.- oh well, by the time we finished packing, it's already 3. that was very ngam, right.

then everyone counted their money, we were like wtf? so little. just reached capital, and few dollars of profit. -.-

something's wrong, something's missing for this year's fair :/

i still don't know about others, gonna ask them on Monday when they are handling their form. for money refund.

oh well, win or lose money doesn't matter somehow, at least we enjoyed playing and having fun around. once a year , just like that.

great job, guys! we still have next year, and yes, we gonna do something big !

i'm dead tired . :\

off.

p/s i'm sad, because SI NI hen huai . :(

PAUL!

2011-06-29T19:43:00.021+08:00

this afternoon, i went out with my friends to shop and watch. awesome time?

at first, we went to book tickets. everyone queued up like crazy. one long snake. HAHA

i met many people, well friends and classmates. today is holiday, that's why. all students should come out and enjoy ;)

so, we booked 'Paul' around 5+ cause from 1pm till 4+ , all been sold. crazy, huh? -.-

the whole movie teaches you how to swear like a lunatic. (: so don't bring kids to watch, even though it may look like normal cartoon movie.

my rating is, 8.5~9 out of 10. the movie was funny and nice.

before watching movie, we went to shopping for BBQ this coming Friday. and FAIR this coming Saturday.

walk walk walk walk around, we finally reached K-BOX to release stress. not me, but them (a)

OKAY! THIS SATURDAY! !@#$%^&*(! SO NOT PREPARED AT ALL! T_T

off.

open up your big eyes and see. :)

2011-06-28T11:02:00.014+08:00

this picture above is awesome! it's true what.

sometimes people ask, because they care. but some just want to make fun of you.

we just did our practical, new chapters ! the color of the liquids are beautiful. purple <3

tomorrow no school. i wish i could finish all the homework for the past two weeks. hehe

suddenly friends called to go out tomorrow afternoon and night. :s

this coming Saturday, i'm really excited and nervous too :s

other people also doing kinect 360. damn them. HAHAHA!

but luckily i have two members who can attract kids and customers.

oh yeah, i feel happy that some of them gonna help me out. of course , i have to pay them salary for how many hours :p

off.

p/s; haters, look up to the picture. thank you.

late update. hehe

2011-06-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

sorry about my latest updates. because there's nothing to update with you guys.

school's always fine and fun. sometimes just feel sleepy in the class. and took a little nap during character building lesson. (a)

some of them did that too, so i followed them. kind of risky, you never know when she gonna be mad about it.

maths lesson was a disaster, so many homework and classwork were given by our 'good' teacher. so tired to calculate and do inside the book :s

recess, i finally handed in my registration form for opening a booth in the school this coming Saturday. (y)

let's make money like crazy this coming Saturday. i really hope all the students from different schools could come. and also ex-students, parents, outsiders and and whoever la. just COME!

you will never regret attending this kind of fair in st andrew's school hall. from 12~2:30 for outsiders.

SPREAD THE NEWS AND GET THIS PARTY STARTED !

also, we finally had to stay back for practical, so boring . but i had some fun moment with friends in the lab.

pictures cannot be shown, kind of 'illuminati' HAHAHAHAHA! seriously stupid, the pictures i mean.

afternoon, sleep ! yet i'm here blogging. damn. couldn't sleep well in the afternoon, GREAT.(:

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third term...

2011-06-22T16:51:00.000+08:00

first day of third term, not much teaching. some teachers were kind of lazy, same thing goes to the students.

no practicals for first week of every new term, why didn't tell us from the start of the year? ._.

everyday, i feel nothing new. i guess nothing really changed much after second term of holidays. a good thing?

suddenly there was an announcement about the entrepreneurship fair next Saturday during physics lesson. i was kind of excited to do it. the boys were more excited than i was.

so during recess, i went to take the registration form, luckily i came early, so many students came to get the form.

hopefully it would be a blast like last year, last year was my first time setting up a booth and selling stuff.

that was a good news, bad news was about parent's day which is next Friday, !@#$%^&*. i'm so worried what would our form teacher comment about us to our parents...

i don't think i will be in a good mood for fair the next day, -.-

beside serving those customers, i wanna enjoy cause i don't wanna stay in the booth for the freaking five hours.

i need a partner to accompany me around the hall, who could that person be? talking about partner, shit-man.

gonna meet many couples or so called 'close friends' walking together, so jealous, don't you feel that way when you're single? if you're not, then maybe i'm too desperate for one. PSH.

off. more updates, next week!

ass-see-ass-ann :3

daddy! XOXO

2011-06-19T14:21:00.016+08:00

i was so tired to blog yesterday, cause i had fun at JP. all the rides were still there. except roller coaster and the water log. :(

when i arrived, i felt like first time going to JP. i don't have any memories, more like this was a new park for me.

well, i had some fragments of memories when i was young, i used to take pictures with those dinosaurs statues. that's all i could remember.

i came early like 3:30+ . still sunny, but i saw many students hanging around. many school friends went, awesome.

oh well, today is FATHER's DAY! :D

did you guys celebrate with your dad? or make anything special for your day today? ;)

nah, i didn't. study hard and get good results and get the oldest wine for him. that's all he wants. ;)

happy daddy's day to all the fathers around the world! xoxo

damn, school starts tomorrow. third term of year 11.

i'm still on holiday mood man, even though i didn't enjoy much cause it was really short. really really short :(

but i'm still excited for next term holidays, cause it's coming really soon! puasa month, then hari raya ! @#$%^&*! HEHE

off to my baby bed. <3

time to chill a bit.

2011-06-17T10:34:00.026+08:00

i woke up late , this morning. so i skipped my breakfast and did so little stuff .

oh well, at least i had more than two hours to finish up my online stuff with my clients . if not, i'm so dead. ._.

afternoon, around 3+, i went out shopping with my mother. kind of cool, if a guy carries a hand bag for his mum or girl friend .

half way shopping, i yawned so loud. -.- so embarrassing . who cares. (a) then i went to sports section to buy my own stuff and presents for friends.

two more days till school reopens. damn school holidays, so short. oh well, i'm kind of bored during holidays.

no overseas this holidays, i think next holidays then i will have my vacations with my friends. :( can't wait !!!

after came back from shopping, suddenly many stuff appeared in mind. asking me to plan as soon as possible.

like beach stuff, online stuff, friends' stuff, school stuff and so on. high school is awesome! \m/ even without friends . for a loner like me :)

at least i'm better than those who are having love problem, friends problem and etc. seriously, why do you have to love someone so deep in such a young age? you sure he/she's the one you've been looking for? and and, you haven't even spend half of your life on this planet, do you know that? or less than a quarter. life's too short to be sad.

because of those stupid statuses appearing everyday in my news feed. i don't really feel like using Facebook anymore. but but i love to read those people who post quotes almost everyday, those are so called awesome people/friends. they quoted about life. (y)

i'm not mad or angry. just feel annoying about it. :]]

off to bed !

i'm really scared of you, girl .

2011-06-14T12:23:00.032+08:00

today wasn't that bad. holidays gonna end soon, are you serious?! hundred percent serious?!

i thought holidays just started yesterday, i didn't do much stuff, cause i didn't go travel like others, so yeah.

disasters happening around in the world, staying in Brunei is always the right choice. (y)

during the daytime, i eat, sleep, walk, work, hang out at different places for new foods. awesome, huh?

night time, all parties were canceled. awesome. my house is now in 'peace-mode' (: i love you guys.

finally can sleep at least ten hours or more. suddenly, i received a call from a friend. asking me to go party in the afternoon at his tutong resort-house.

after all this, i just wanna say, ' i don't wanna go back to school' full-stop. or exclamation mark. =)

oh well, even thought we don't have party tonight, they still wanna conquer my bed room :'( where am i gonna sleep tonight?

i blog before i sleep. so, view my blog before you sleep everyday, alright? love you all, mr/ms readers. XOXO

off, i'm tired. really tired. gonna camp outside my house? i did it once. and i caught a flu. -.-

p/s i'm really really scared of you, girl. SERIOUSLY. youknowhoyouare.

party and dramas, which one do you prefer?

2011-06-12T10:39:00.040+08:00

everyone was partying and playing at friend's party last night, most of them were classmates, so yeah.

meaning, no awkward moment. it was friend's birthday. (y)

happy advanced birthday basil! hope you like the present, read more books! awesome-est book! thanks for the invite too!

happy birthday, adrian! enjoy your day today, party hard before school reopens. ;)

yesterday, i was supposed to go out with some friends to watch 'super 8', but i got a call to do some stuff in the afternoon, damn. missed the freaking fun. -.-

if i went, i would see my old friends around, sigh. but it's still okay, at least i got to stay in the empire with them, assholic friends . sheet you all. HEEE.

today is Sunday, i kept thinking of schooling tomorrow, it's supposed to be next week.

and and, one week of holiday has gone, JUST LIKE THIS?! i don't wanna go back to school to watch dramas.

everyday make me puke in the school toilet. i know life's like a drama, but so what? if you wanna act, act properly since you don't wanna be yourself. i'm saying this, cause i'm being myself everyday, smiling at your dramas.

oh well, good luck with your dramas. sigh.

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first picture is cool-ass. but it would be awesome if it's " stop acting and start living. " heheee.

second picture makes me think a lot about my past, i have never told someone that seven words.

i would like to tell that to someone who i've loved so deeply since the day i met her. currently, no one. sad right?

off.